some thing's wrong with me.
i keep looking back D:

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo


may be it's really time to move on/











life sucks. i wish i wasn't human.
I WISH I WAS A HERO :D

"i feel like a hero and your my HERRRRRRRROINNNNNNNNEE"

than i can fight crime all day and not study.
yay! EMOELEPHANT sounds like a hero's name alright :D
imagine people screaming my name and saying, " emo elephant's here to save the day!"
:D :D :D

ideal-ness :D


actually no i don't want to be a hero.
i don't want to exist.
i don't want to have feelings.

i don't want to feel hurt
i don't want to feel irritated
i don't want to feel lousy


"I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don’t wanna be told to grow up
And I don’t wanna change
So you'd better give up
Cause I’m not gonna change
I don’t wanna grow up"






shirlynn's right :D
i wanna grow down.
i don't wanna grow old.
i don't wanna mature

i wan back my innocence :D

I WANT HAPPINESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :D
I WANT SMARTNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS:D

I WANT CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSS


zzz.

go study pig.

bye.

zzz kinda tired of blogging.


i mean is there even a point?! dang
blogging just makes me emo D:
AND DEPRESSED/;

why?


cause i reallised how shallow my lousy BOO POOPOO english is.
it's just so surface... hees see it doesn't even make sense.
BLERHHH :D


hees so i'm not gonna put up a front anymore and show off my so called good english
cause it's seriously far from perfect, let alone understandableD;
heard that?


"GAYLE'S A BIG FAT SHOW OFF WHO CAN'T SPEAK ENGLISH!"

o.o btw she's not speaking english now, she's speaking tamil! terimah kasehh:D



you know what? i think i'm just gonna focus all my attention on one language.
zzzz i mean whats the point of being a GAYLE of all trade master of none.
not that i have many trades to boast about..........do you count being "loud" a trade?

rawrrrrrrr thinking back, i seriously think i shoudn't have applied for rv.
back in p6 though i was noobie but at least i was fluent in my english?!
LOOK WHAT HAPPENED TO ME NOW?

MY ENGLISH FAIL LERH D:

not only that.

MY CHINESE ALSO CMI D:

so much of becoming billingual. idiot.
so what's the use of coming to rv? heh?

whatever~

can't be bothered about my languages now,
at most use signlanguage hor :D

i'm going back to my roots lerh!!!
I'm speaking singlish!! :D


SINGRISH COOL!


lame.

anws mid years are coming and i'm seriously not in the mood for it D:
i wish i could really sit for the exam anytime i want.
do what ever i want etc.

i'm prepared to fail ;

phy
geog
bio
math
chi

just hope i don't fail
english and chem D:


i hate life i hate blogging i'm gonna close down this blog

why is it so damn smelly?!!!
what are u trying to tell me??!!


GAYLE'S GOING TO BATHE.
bye

guess what?!

I HAVE HORRIBLE NEWS TO SHARE D:

i have a butt bigger than an elephants!
rawr so i'm no longer emo elephant but emo whale D:
THIS IS SO BLOODY DEPRESSING.

no more recess no more lunch.
run everymorning until you fat ugly whale butt disappears.
study while doing situps and push ups,
damn just looose that hideous butt of yours D:

I WANT AN ONLINE VIDEO THAT GOES:

"HOW TO BE NOT AN EMO"

rawr.


why are there so many colours!!!
WHATTT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME?

oooo.


I WANT AN IPHONE D:
I WANT AN IPHONE
I WANT AN IPHONE

zzz

i'll never get one.

stop dreaming stupid whale butt.

**********

ANWS I STILL HATE MYSELF.
I'M FEELING STRESSED OUT CAUSE I DON'T UNDERSTAND ALL THE BLOODY SUBJECTS.
asshole.


that's not the main point.

the main point is that i'm not studying?!!!
stupid stupid stupid.
seee i'm wasting my precious time blogging.

rawr if i had spent all those times watching tv, using the computer, reading books, sleeping, slacking, eating, talking, doing nothing in particular to study, i'll probably really be the first female president of singapore and also less fat.

RAWR! WHO IS THE IDIOT THAT CREATED THE TV AND COMPUTER D:

zzz i'll probably get a gpa of 0.1 this term D:

some phrases are just soooooooo easy to say, but so hard to really do it.

examples of those kind of phrases that i just said today and every other day:

" I AM NOT GONNA EAT SO MUCH! CHICKEN CHOP MAKES YOU FAT!"

guess what i ate today?
i ate a bloody huge plate of chicken chop,
one whole tube of mentoes,
one whole packet of twisties,
2 packets of biscuit sticks.
rawr need i say more.

I HATE MYSELF WHY AM I SO FATTTTTT D:

"I'M GONNA GO HOME AND STUDY!"

guess what i did when i went home?
i fell asleep.

and now i'm blogging.
wtp D:

"I'M GONNA BE MATURE!"

zzz. need i say more?

look i'm an irritating siao char bo!
wheeeeeeee D:


" I'M GONNA BE HAPPY TODAY! NO MORE EMO ELE !"

yeah no more emo ele.

here comes EMO WHALE!


okay that's all for today, let me end with a quote from professer gayle.

life is full of fats you wish you could lose.

hees this so funny.

:D'

zzzz. i'm laughing at nothing...
eh ok ignore me i'm being weird. RAWR.
stop being weird and mature.

gayle fell down the stairs today D:
she slipped all the way from the top of the stair case to the bottom of the stair case
(that really long one beside 3c's class room).
her leg hurt so bad that she couldn't walk for hours

of course this was the reason she didn't go for training D:

she really wanted to go for training , but circumstances did not allow it.

scold circumstances don't scold gayle.

wheeeeeeeeee :D

i'm so happy! i've finished alot of homework today!
all by myself!!!
*gasps*

step one of a maturer gayle COMPLETE AND SUCCESSFUL <3
happy! happy! happy!

nothing to blog lerh, life too boring le.

I'm an embarrassment.


what else is there to say.

my report card says i need to have zi4 jue2...
i didn't even know that until shereen pointed that out to me.
gahs i should have a more detailed read of my report card.

zzzz.

anws to all those chinese noobos like me, zi4 jue2 means self awarness.
rawrrrrr D: ( i'm dragging my words and that's so gayyyyy.)

it's not my fault that i have no self awarness.
i'm simply born weird and crazyyyy.
i'm a crackpot for nuts.

okayy i should seriously stop insulting myself.

GAYLE IS FAT. D:

*****

anws have been eating dinner out these past 2 week.
i'm gonna be FATTER.

but i hope walking from school to queensway with sr helped me lose the fats i ate today :D
yeah right, WHO AM I KIDDING.

to sr,
cheer up, hees it's seriously sad to see you emoing ;D
no guys a worth your tears.

yesh is that boring old sentence i keep repeating.
"no guys are worth ur tearrs.... BLAHHHH"

zzz sorry for being a boring company and lousy comforter today
but hope your feeling a bit happier.

rawr i'm not, i feel fat.

OMG CAN'T WAIT FOR PE AND TRAINING TOMORROW
BURN FATS.

ms giraffe here i come :D

finding myself in the deep pangsai in life's asshole

"gayle has an esteem problem"

i can't seem to think straight, what the hell is an esteem problem?

self esteem: a realistic respect for or favorable impression of oneself; self-respect.

so i have low self esteem, so i have low self respect.


zzz.

it's kinda true i guess i hate myself to the core
i can't find something worth liking myself about.
i'm sure if we have some class renunioun or something
i'll win the person with "the most screwed up life "title.
hmm or may maybe "ms eveyone knew won't go far and didn't go far"

at least i know i won't get pregnant at 16 or things like that (i hope)

********

i want to find a place where i actually belong in
i'm neither here nor there anymore, i've got no "base" no "HQ"
i feel so unloved, so unable to love.

show me how to live lord
i need you in my life i need you to teach me

in the past i used to take pride in my studies
be that little optimistic girl always hoping for a better future
but now it seems like i'll never be good enough, i'll never get that bloody scholarship so why even bother trying?
why even care?

seriously i can't be bothered anymore, doesn't the lord pave a way for my future?
zzz. somehow i know i must use the opportunities God has given me
and perform in school for him.

but somehow i always do somthing bad without thinking and warlas my life is a piece of screwed shit. as i do morre of these bad poop in my life,
i realise that nothing is ever gonna erase the mark, the stain.
the dirty ugly stain in my life.

i need to have a different brain. a brain that's happier.

i wanna change brain.

i think like and 80 year old woman,
THAT'S SO SCARYYYYYYYYYY!! D:

i'm going home. no wait i wait i've got no home to turn too.

hello fellow elephant readers welcome to emo elephant express!
this is gayle here doing her first article as emo elephant!

any comments about this article or the website layout can be directed to the box at the right side of the screen. the box is called a tag box and it's white in colour! you can write your beautiful name in to one of the boxes provide and leave you email or url too! there's never bad comments on this website as everything here is considered good.

comments like : " YOUR THE FATTEST ELEPHANT EVER"
is welcome too!

just incase you waste your time putting such a comment to see how emo elephant reply you, let me warn you you'll probably get replies like

" shut up and drive! MORON"
"stop being stupid i'm a newspaper!"
"newspapers can't be fat!'
"everyone wants fat and juicy newspapers"

okay as your know the newspaper is fairly new thus it needs some juicy gossips, embarrasing moments and some stupid crappy things that are definitely and confirm plus chop not boring, thus if you have such a news feel free to call our newspapers hotline! 999!

yays! now with that of my mind i can now report about how emo elephant spent her day today!
isn't that the most interesting news ever??!!! i mean where can you go hear about an elephants day in english! :D

emo elephant didn't go to school.
emo elephant cut her hair.
all the dounuts and clothes
couldn't put emo elepants hair together again.

if you don't understand, too bad!
emo elephant doesn't like people to not understand her!
anyways who wants to hear about ugly emo elephant's life anyways/; RAWR
stupid retarted people like nigahiga! :D
zzz. how you wish you idiot.

seeeeeeeeee I TOLD YOU SO!!!
this stupid little newspaper is going to die already!!!
NO BLOODY INTERESTING NEWS TO REPORT!

WHY CAN'T THERE BE A SEX SCANDAL?
like the edison chen and gillien cheung thing?!!

hmmm maybe

NXBXXLE AND WXXSHEXG HAS A SCANDAL.

OMG GAYLE! HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT OUT!
you just put an information that will gross the whole world out
and make millions of die! DIE OF UTTER HORRER
i mean who goes for people with smellier feet then emo elephant!
EMO ELEPHANTS HAS FEET THE KILL MILLIONS CAN!
zzz stupid smelly feet guy behind me.
may you fail your physics like me/:

hees anws i seriously think this scandal won't last.
who wants to hear about digusting people getting together.
i'm not saying the above to people are disgusting! cause emo elephant is already the
digustingest thing in the whole entire universe :D

hees.

anws i was just thinking why does eveybody single cook food have to be cooked in oil!
why can't they be cooked in something less oily and less fat!
why can't they be cooked in like graphite or something! rawrs.
why must our body contain disgusting fat!

"WHY ARE THERE SO MUCH FAT!!!!!!! WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME!!!!"

we have our sweaters and jackets to insluate heat,
we have our carbos to store food
we only need tinnny weeenny bits of fat to synthesis cell membranes

so why the PONG do we need fat. i mean emo elephant would be totally ms FLAMINGO if there were no fats luh! idiotic fats.

CUT DOWN ON YOUR OIL INTAKE STUPID EMO ELE YOU HAVE NO NEED FOR FATS ANYMORE. who cares about you cell membranes, boobs, butts, or even brains! ok maybe transfer a little of your fats to your brains, boobs and buutts, hehes then you'll can be ms sexy big boobies smarty pants! HEEEEES.

haiz ms sexy big boobies smarty pants:




stop imagining yourself to be ms sexy big boobies smarty pants! you'll nver be that! unless of cost you marry mr sexy big boobies smarty pants. HEEES BUT THAT WILL BEE SO GROSSS cause you have a husband that has bigger boobs than you is untimatly a pants that has brains. ZZZZ.

how are you gonna gain pleasure from him????!!! HE'S A PANTS FOR NUTS.
pants with boobs that give milk hees/;

ok this is the end of todays report.
i'm sorry but everthing in here is crap
emo elephant apologises.

"it's too late to apologise~"

zzz. i just wrote a piece of idiotic shit.

moronic post.

LIFE'S SMELLY. cause life's a piece of shit/;


ooh. i'm gonna start blogging in chinese soon.
I HATE CHINESE. but what to do? i'm still a chinese.
rawwwwwwrs. what must i do to pass with flying colours???

idiot~

cursed blog i love you!
today my seat wasn't smelly but it was damn hairy/;
HAHAHAHAS "armpit hair like forest"
i'm gonna buy a shaver and give somebody man,
hope he's smart enough to get the hint! :D

zzz. stop being so mean you old hagg.

phrases that are important to me now:

stop procrastinating, be more more mature, have more self awarness, stop being rude, be nice and not mean, self control girl, lose weight, money is not important, excel in your studies, don't study very very hard, family, love, shut you big fat mouth, stop loving so so much, guard your feeling a bit, self confidence, be happy with what you have (知足常乐）, determination, pay attention in class, stop being so irritating, poof of grouchy gayle, do your EOM

****

我真的非常不了解自己。
我是什么样的人呢？成熟稳定的？精神有问题的？还是个不要脸的死女人？
我觉得自己是个很可恶，很没有人情味的人。

我的嘴巴很大，真讨厌我的臭嘴巴。
为什么呀！为什么你这个死嘴巴一开口不是骂粗话就是骂别人的坏话。
不要再把事情的真相夸大，请你说一说一句没有半点慌话故事。
不可能吧！嘴巴你这个大骗子。相信以后没人会在信任你了。
嘴巴呀嘴巴你是我讨厌自己的原因之一，你可以从我身活里消失吗？
嘴巴的美是来自每天收好听的话，每天赞赏别人的优点。

亲爱的眼睛，请你不要只指出别人的缺点，看看一下周围的人，他们每个都有自己的好/优点。
不要因为左眼看到别人的缺点右眼就蒙蔽了，看不到别人的优点。
我不要那种眼睛。我要漂亮的眼睛。
如果眼睛只看到别人的好那就是漂亮的眼睛。

全心去爱一个人不是件容易的事。但能够去全心爱每个人的人就是世界上最美丽的人。
我要变成一个大美女！加油！

*****

zzz i think i seriously took 10hrs to write that short paragraph of chinese D:

POO!

ISSIT GOOD!
TAG MEEEEE!
TELL ME WHETHER CAN MAKE IT ANOT!

tatas

EOMMMMMMMMMMMM D: chiong

blogging is tiring D:
some times it contains excitment,
some times it sends chills up my spine.
blogging makes me laugh. it makes me cry to.
today, it makes me want to sleep/;

when you blog you usually talk about your life.
hmmm, maybe that's the reason why i'm feeling sleepy now.
MY LIFE IS BORING!
of other factors could also include it being 2 am in the middle of the night. hahs

3 tests next week.
zzz i think i should get used to it, it happens all the time.
test. assignment. bunch of shitty homework.
NEVER ENDING SHITTY HOMEWORK D:

stop complaining gayle you paved your own death you know/;

ok i want to fight a case:
GAYLE NEEDS MORE POCKET MONEY!

reasons for more money:

1. MONEY MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.
2. MONEY MAKES GAYLE'S WORLD GO ROUNDER
3. GAYLE LOVES MONEY.

hees those are the stupid reasons.
the main reason why i neeeeeeed
let me higjlight neeeeeed the money is because
the price of the bloody canteen food is increasing D:
RAWRS I'M JUST A GIRL WHO'S GROWING I HAVE MEASLY POCKET MONEY.
I NEED MY FOOOOOOD D: I LIVE TO EAT AND EAT ALONE.
bloody canteen food. may you rot in hell.

o.o lets boycott canteen food then!! :D
stop being dumb girl. then what? STARVE TO DEATH.
lessons are just so boring i need food to keep me alive RAWRS.
FOOOOOOOOOD HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME????????

I MEAN HOW CAN A BLOODY PLATE OF CHICKEN RICE COST 1.80??!!
and the amt of chicken has also decreased!! WHY OH WHY??
MUST THAT BE AN INFLATION OF PRICES WHILE I'M STILL ALIVE??!!
why can't they wait until i've died of EMBARRASSMENT BEFORE THEY INCREASE THE FOOD PRICES?? D:

damn my life sucks/; i hate food.
i've got not enough problems issit??!! still go increase ur price. stupid food.
KFC MACS LJS EVERY BLOODY FASTFOOD RESTAURANT OSO INCREASE PRICE.
slap them larh.

i should seriously use this opportunity to lose weight.
but the problem is I CAN'T!
EVERYTIME I WALK IN TO THE CANTEEN I'LL SEE FOOD!!!!
THEN I'LL GIVE IN TO TEMPTATION AND BUY BULKS AND BULKS OF FOOD!
it's as thoughh the plate of chicken rice is calling out to me. calling my name.
"COME BUY ME! COME BUY ME"
somebody should seriously go arrest food like chicken rice! go hymotise, brainwash and manupilate people into buying them. totally absub.
rawr stupid food. stop seducing me.
it doesn't help that we cannot stay in class during recess too! bloody.
i need to chain my hands up next time i go into the canteen. RAWRS D:
you get my point.

another reason why I NEED MOR POCKET MONEY is because.
the bloody school hours are so long.
I NEED MORE MONEY IN SO I CAN HAVE SOMETHING TO SMELL AND KEEP ME AWAKE DURING LESSONS! I MEAN LIKE MY PARTNER IS SO BORINGGG D: I NEED SOME KIND OF ENTERTAINMENT! YUSOFF ISHAKS TALKS TO ME FUTHERMORE HE IS THE WORLDS NICEST SMELLING AND SHUAIEST GUY!

MONEY. GIMME GIMME MORE GIMME MORE.
yusoffffff ishakkkkk i want youuuuu!!!
i shan't elaborate on this point futher not because i have nothing to elaborate about
but because i don't want to end up hurting somebodys SENSTIVE feelings and end up getting a demerit point. somebody as in THAT HIDEOUS LOOKING GUY BEHIND ME WHO THINKS GIRLS SHOULD KISS HIS FEET. MALE CHAUVANIST PIG WITH SMELLY FEET SMELLIER THAN MINE. SERIOUSLY YOU SHOULD GO WASH YOUR FEET YOU BEASTLY CREATURE. IT'S SMELLIER THEN MINE. rawrs counting down to the days when he would just dispear. POOF.

heaven.

stop digressing gayle! FOCUS FOCUS FOUCUS! FIGHT YOUR CASE YOU NEED MORE POCKET MONEY.

okay another another reason why i require more pocket money is because, EVERYONE AROUND ME IS HAVING BIRTHDAYYYYS D: RAWRS WHY CAN'T THERE BE ONLY ONE BIRTHDAY IN THE WORLD??!! MY BIRTHDAY??!! zzz. maybe i should seriously stop buying so much junk like 8days and sweets and more sweerts. then this way i can buy more pressents for people. OMG I THINK I'M SANTA CLAUS. I;M FAT D: STUPID SANTA CLAUS WHY CAN'T YOU BE HANDSOME AND TALL LOOKING LIKE YOUSOFF ISHAKKKK D:

i think you sorta get what i mean by i need more pocket money.
hees i also know that i've been blabbering crap this whole post and if you don't get what i mean nvm. i think i'm gonna sleep i need to sleep in order to have more brain juice. and to think logically like like urm ms lee-teo? OMG CID. EOMMMMMM D:

STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
may everything in the world rot to death except my loved ones, sweets, 8days, my teeth and most importantly. MONEYYYYYYYYYYYY.

AND NOW I END OF THIS POST WITH MY FAVOURITE PHRASES.

MONEY MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.
I NEED MONEY
and
GIMME GIMME MORE GIMME MORE. MONEY.

you know what i love you lord, love you with all my heart
you answer my every call and are there for me everytime.
you protect me and teach me how to be a better person.
i am zilch without you, without you i cannot survive.
lord how am i supposed to live without you.
even if i had to brave storms brave danger just to be with you i would willingly do so.
my life would be beastly without you even if i had millions of dollars and lived in a big house.
you come before everything in my life. i will give you everything i have everything i am.
take me as i am. lord you love me even though i fail you reapeatedly.
I LOVE YOU LORD.

yays love declaration above :D
seriously i have many angels in my life!
love these God sent angels may they be blessed forever.

*****

hees anws seriously have nothing to blog about nehx.
school, tests, cca, occasional outings.
thats about all i have in my life D:
kinda sad. no very sad.

show me how to live




show me how to live
teach me how to pray
Let all I think and say please You Lord
Show me how to live
teach me in your ways
so i can walk with you all my days :D


YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS.


love this soong :D



*****

kathy thank you for being there for me too :D
you know how much you mean to me.
i'm not gonna stop myself from loving anyone anymore.
i am not that way. can's survive not loving the people around me.
I LOVE YOU :D

every single thing about you even ur piggish ways. hahas :D

****

laggish computer D: seriously goona kill it one day/:
be it purposely or unintentionally
i'm gonna stab it to death or throw it to it's death.
i shan't kick it cause by kicking it my toenail will be pain nehx.

okayyyy :D hahas my feet is damn smeelly must be because i ate kfc D:
MACDONALDS MAKE YOU FART AND KFC MAKES YOUR FEET STINK.
hees. joking i fart alot natually and my feet always stink.
omg D: now i must go lock myself in the room and emo cause my feet stink D:
wait by locking myself in the room i'm killing myself wihth my stinky feet D:
zzz. i shat go wash my feet first be for i go emo hahs.

zzz anws today i didn't go training D:
had really bad menstral cramps. lalas. do u believe it?

anws speaking of menses. LYDIA WAS HILLARIOUS!
"I'VE STAINED MY SKIRT MR HOOK!"
HAHAHAHAHAHHAS.

she should have gone.
" OMGOSHHH I'M BLEEDING D: WHATS HAPPENED TO ME D:"
then the whole class can sing:
" KEEP BLEEDING KEEP KEEP BLEEDING LOVE."
zzzz.
nvm lydia it was funny and cute. :D

o,0 anways i know what i will die of le.
i'll die of EMBARRASSMENT.
i'm just simply so embarrassing.D:

HEARD THAT GAYLE STOP EMBARRASING your SELF MAN GIRL
ok. toodles i'm gonna bathe. i stink D:

"who am I"

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,

But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.




"Voice Of Truth"

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
To the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out his hand

But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. 'Boy, you'll never win!'
"You'll never win"

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
And the voice of truth says "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a Sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again "boy, you'll never win!
"You'll never win"

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

hees i think the lyrics speaks for itself

gahs i'm starting to think that i need to mature.

MATURE GAYLE
it's not impossible, you just have to put some heart into it.

you know i find it really comical,
i've been spending thousands of years just trying to mature
but somehow i just seem to get more and more childish.

"TOO MUCH STRESS LEADS TO MENTAL DEPRESSION WHICH COMES FROM TOO MUCH TOXINS."

gahs i should earnestly stop eating meat neh.
but meat is just so fabulousooo~ lip smackering and mouthwatering!!
FRIED CHICKEN! CHICKEN NUGGETS! POPCORN CHICKEN
somehow i wonder what my world will see like without chicken D:

BEASTLY! GHASTLY! VILE! REVOLTING! REPULSIVE! ABHORRENT! perhaps:D

omg i have good vocab nehhh!
okay i shall stop showing of my awe-inspiring vocabularyy! :D

i think i'm an anti-social crackpotD:
nvm i shall stop trying so hard and just be myself :D

O.0 and i'm in the search for delightful songs!~ hahas
homework you come later :D

ZZZ I AM A PROCRASTINATOR TOOO!! D:

wheee! i'm and a happy procrastinator atleast! :D

you're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
you're the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do



zzz i am seriously weird.
it is a big fat lie to say that i'm not weird.
i don't even know who i really am.
who i wanna be,

I FEEL LIKE A FAKKO D:
POK GAI.

finding a new self
finding more things to be
finding the truth!

okkkk i shall stop lamenting on things that ur seriously not interested in
cause i'm getting sick of this talks too. hees!!

I'M GONNNA SEARCH FOR NICE SONGS
LALALLALALAL :D

hearr nice songs and sing them to all the people around me.
I'm so gonna scare them away nehhhhx.

<3 POOOOK KAIS.

new resolutions of the day:

stop saying pok kai!
actually do my homework
understand physics
dun wathc so much tv
sleep early
and bathe!