life means so much more than me.

live each day like you'll never live again.

competitions are part of life, fear not of losing but of not trying at all.

I'm scared I'll disappoint. I'm scared I'm not good enough. I'm insecure and in denial.

may be Kathy's right i was never able to love as before after the "break up"
i guess i was more hurt then i'll ever admit.
to be truthful the wound still hurts badly.

God please heal me. Please let me love again.

please lord, let me love more than before?

cause love covers all sin.

If We Are the Body - Casting Crowns - Casting Crowns

It's crowded in worship today
As she slips in
Trying to fade into the faces
The girls' teasing laughter is carrying farther than they know
Farther than they know

CHORUS
But if we are the Body
Why aren't His arms reaching
Why aren't His hands healing
Why aren't His words teaching
And if we are the Body
Why aren't His feet going
Why is His love not showing them there is a way
There is a way

A traveler is far away from home
He sheds his coat
And quietly sinks into the back row
The weight of their judgmental glances tells him that his chances
Are better out on the road

CHORUS
But if we are the Body
Why aren't His arms reaching
Why aren't His hands healing
Why aren't His words teaching
And if we are the Body
Why aren't His feet going
Why is His love not showing them there is a way

Jesus paid much too high a price
For us to pick and choose who should come
And we are the Body of Christ

Chorus (2x)
If we are the body
Why aren't His arms reaching
Why aren't His hands healing
Why aren't His words teaching
And if we are the body
Why aren't His feet going
Why is His love not showing them there is a way

Jesus is the way