i have mellowed.

yet i am still so freakishly irritating and un aware of myself.
hates life.

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firday was string essemble, went with joycelyn rachel cathy and their friend. one irritating boy went dinner with us too. sians. the b'div girls rejected me cruelly D;

was feeling really tired and drained out that day, one week of school just does that to me.
but it was a hilarious sight watching a bunch of immature people talk :D
cathy's like so so so random. she and her hole in her shirt.

we were like super late because i ate really slowly. the tom yam noodle was really spicy you see. spicy i like :D

i'm trying to come up with "s" words that sound sexy, so far i have: SEXY. SAUCY.SPICY. SMEXY?! eh xuqin and yawen came up with that, but it's still sexy in a way/;
so yar contribute some yeah?

we arrived during the intermission so it was good. had front row seats that were terrible. all we could see was a big black piano/; suckerrr. cathy was being stupid waving her racket pretending she was the conductor. it was embarrassing yet funny. OH DID I MENTION THAT WE WERE SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT? thank goodness everyone was so absorbed in the music that they didn't notice.

and the concert played on till the end of the day till everyone left.

p/s janice loves violin playing guys.
pp/s huijie and xuqin looked so horts. little princesses:D

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feel so insecure and so lost.
save me someone.

please?

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buying ms lai's retirement present later/;
WHYWHYWHY retireeeee.