YAY! YIPPIE! WOOTS!

YAY! = something that happened liao.

WOOTS! = something that's gonna happen.

my great theory, the theory of gayle :D


YAY! TODAY WAS FUN**
so was yesterday :D

hahas((:

yesterday went to the hydroponics farm!
WITH SHEREEN((:
so fun! i was so hungry that i ate leaves!
then got this herb supposed to be good for pregnant women,
so i eat alot! it helps in brain development of the baby.
then i learn that if you eat more potatoes it helps you grow as tall as "HANDSOME" Adam!((:
warahahas:D then we bought mint leaves which was supposed to help you keep awake!
useful neh, ESP for jun min and lee yin and all the people that likes sleeping in class. :D
lalas* i feel so much smarter already. hahas and shereens kangkong almost died/died(?) don't know what happened to it :D

then today i got to pon cca**
cause i was SI-CK :D
then i was planning to go home and study larhh.
but in the end....SHIRLYNN and i went to JE and VIVO :)
hahas. so fun lo. we walked around vivo looking at stuff ((:
and i saw really NICE baggies! but sooo ex. so we are going to save to buy them in june hols!
THE SAVING MONEY MISSON((:

lalas**

babies are CUTE

YAY! today was fun! :)

*boring school day*

after school joycelin and i went to JE for lunch! at KFC>.<
craped alot then we played the shoot shag marry game! XDXD
hahas. after that we went to the library to study maths.

JOYCELIN'S REALLY SMART!
SHE MAKES A SUPERB TUTION TEACHER!

((:

now i feel quite smart too becasue of her!
she taught me alot of things lor!
then now i know quite alot larh. hahas.
but still need to study some more :)) hahas.

AND I GOT A REALLY CUTE LOOKING PICTURE OF HER!!((:

then at 5.15 like that we went home)):
joycelin like PD!! **

secret information for *urhem*:
joycelin wants princess diaries book 2 ((:

hahas that was random.
and joycelin's so nice i want to marry her.
when i'm rich and grow rasputin's URH HEM >.< hahas

gayle

RAWR! STAY OPTIMISTIC!
stay optimistic gayle.

i feel really don't know scared,
maybe that's how i always feel when i slack too much.

i blogging about this cause i really feel that
i need to sort my feelings for BMT out.
i want to know EXACTLY, what does BMT mean to me.
i guess i've been avioding this question way too many times.

what does BMT mean to me?

evil side:

it's just a freaking cca. why must we go and go for all the trainings?
so really presurising, you have to train uber super hard to be the cream of the crop.
when you slack off, even for awhile, people who you thought were lousier then you will like catch up, i guess i said all this before. but don't you understand?
i'm scared. i'm scared i don't perform as expected.
i'm scared i'll be the only one lagging behind.
i'm scared of everyones disapointed faces.
i'm scared the sec one's will over take me.
and it's like sometimes i really don't think competetive sports was for me/ is for me.

good side:

i don't want to lag behind. everytime when i made an achievement i feel the determination ( when i don't make the achievement, i feel dejected) i want to play my best, yet i still wanna slack and have other stuff to do. is there a way to balance them all out?

conclusion:

gayle you've got to stop thinking about other people's improvement, and stop treating every one like an enemy, a person you must beat, remember we all are a team, we will train hard together and improve together, focus on your own improvement, put in your utmost effort and you'll everntually improve, if once you don't succed try. try again, if u still can't succed, give up, don't be a fool about it. so you must try thousands of millions of times before you can give up. giving up is not gayle's style... REMEMBER AARON

what do i want to acheive by the end of this year?

can lob quite far.
strokes to be more proper.
foot work inplace.

what must i do to achieve this?

TRAIN HARDER!

WHEE. i have a boring life**
boring day. slacked out of PT and slacked through PE((:

SIAN>.<

i'm seriously unfit. seriously unfit me.
dunno what i'm doing. posting random stuff.
cause suddenly my minds blank.

SUDDENLY THE MOMENTS GONE ((: the song.
da dum da *don't know*

WHHEE0.o feel like singing.

i've got peace by the river i've got pease by the river.
tap. tap. tap. tap.DUM DUM DI DI DUM DUM DI DI DUM DUM DI DI....and the list goes on...
HAND ACTIONS. put them to words people((:

OH YAR!!!**

((: i wanted to post about this dream i keep dreaming continuesly.
but now it seems lame. and PRIVATE. =.=
I HAVE SECRETS. DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS!

I'M PREGNANT. ((:

tatas. i'm pregnant.

WHEElove.
this yellow blog skin!

:D

life's so confusing. WHY? WHY? WHY?
if there was a logical answer to every question,
i would ask:

WHY ME?
WHY MY LIFE?
WHY MY FRIENDS?

OK never mind not making sense here am I?

lalas~simple terms :

it's like you've suddenly contracted a terminal disease.
(not cursing you. an example.)
you would ask WHY? why you contracted this disease and not another person.

i'm not complaining larh.
it's just that sometimes i really feel you are not part of us anymore.
you cherish HER more then you cherish us. )):
we know we should give you a right to choose your own friends.
but we are your BEST FRIENDS. for nuts.
D:

dunno who to blame for what has happened.

ME? HER? YOU? US?

D:

whatever.

I LOVE SWIMMING!

today after swimming,
jan, genie, wenli, joycelin, and i
stayed back to play in the pool ((:

play until 4o'clock.
CHAO SHUANG! hahas.

then training only train for 15mins. =.=

(:

LIME>.<

prision break!

((:

RANDOMNESS.

RAWR! I HATE MATH!!)):

i don't understand anything!
i need someone to teach me.
so so so hard to understand!!

anws i'm so poud of myself, i did finish cid!!
write until really long. hahas!
but i mostly just copy and paste, so i dunno whether revelant)):

WHEElove. don't feel like going to school tomorrow. D:
so SIAN. >.<

lalalas~ but inthe end still have to go.

WHEElove. ((:

i think i'm maturing, slowly.
AND THUS I'M HAPPY! AGAIN!
so freaking crazy me!

hahas. mature((:

anws so many things happened recently,
some happy, some sad/:

and i rushed through tons of assignments
and managed to had them in on time!!
i put in ALOT of effort to do them kae!!
if i do badly for either the maths or the science i will cry!!)):

all my hardwork down the drain.

WHEE~

on wednesday went to take neos with shereen XDXD

and these are the neos:
(shereen keeps saying she looks cute in them :D hahas )


darling angels. sher likes them =.=




















bumble bee((:



sweet us~!



WHEElove. i love this neo!!

lalas! still got some tiny ones but i'm lazy to upload XD

i want to take neos with kathy!!! )):

WOW. what a wonderful day. the day i changed!!
whatever. the so called perfect day.

not supposed to post about emo stuff.

feel really dead.
feel like smiling. but can't. i dun want to.
i wish for pain excruciating pain.
anything that will take me of the thought of my life.

ARHHHHHHHHH.

battling the inner demon.

RAWR! i'm so smart thankyou. T.T

i feel like killing swee heng.
he told me that have to write script for science
and i spent the whole freaking day doing the stupid script
and guess what??!!

ONLY HAVE TO PRINT ARTICLES RELATED TO THE FREAKING TOPIC!
waste my time!

anws tomorrow's the day i change (:
and change i shall.
I WILL CHANGE FOR REAL>.<

anws i think most of my homework are done :D
only left printing the stupid science. POOP!
lalas~ so sad, because of this stupid science
i forfeited my chance to watch KO ONE!
)): now only can saturdays watch,
*evil grins* and maybe days when my parents are not home.

((: whhee. gonna miss the holidays

stay optimistic :D

p/s i guess i'm excited to see how i will change into. pray for me. i want to change into the serious, mature girl XD

WHEE aaron rox. he's so freakingly shuai.

ok nvm. i'm nuts ((:

)): i had to change my url.

thegayle.blogspot.com

lalas~ doing geog now.
GEOGRAPHY. can't believe i scored an A2 for geog :)
cause i'm like l-o-u-s-y in humanes/:

eugenie going for campus super star today ((:
JIAYOU JIAYOU!
hahas! hope she gets in :D

KO ONE episode 13 ((:

gayle

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENIE :)

RAWR! it's friday! (already...) D:

i'm not planning on doing finish my math):
i can't do finish it. crap. >.<>Tuesday earliest then can hand in. CRAP!
some more i got no body and no bibleography (?). shit larh.
minus 12 marks like that liaos. )): totally gonna fail this.

maybe i should go back to school tomorrow and try to measure. again. D:

anyways today after measuring the stuff i took 51 to JE
so that i can pass by pasir panjang and take pictures.
then in the end accidentally took pictures of this indian couple making out!
LOLS! i didn't take it purposely! i promise! hahas.
i deleted the picture away immediately ((:

then i went kathy's house to "study"
in the end watched episode 11 of KO ONE <3

AARON!!!!!!!<333333333

go look at his album! he's so freaking shuai!
i'm mad! {...about aaron (:} XD

tweets! after that we went to lot1 for lunch! KFC ((:
and we went to watch haunted school..
so freaking waste of money!! )):
believe me the ending SUCKS!
gosh! gosh! gosh!
just thinking bout the movie makes me wanna zhuang4 qiang2=.=

*bangs my head on the wall*

and i and kathy bought the farenheit ezlink sticker.
chao ex ok!! $2!! now i'm broke T.T
today spend about $30 dollars!!
i want money!! $_$

anyways i don't think i'm going to do hw today.
still in the slacking mood XD! hahas.

gosh i'm dead.

and gayle's dead/:

WRONG!

a better schedule:

stuff that need to be done:

language arts brochure - colate*
maths worksheet(s)?*
science presentation
science worksheets*
geography presentation
mathematics newsletter*

* more important i guess

do the more impt one first!!

OMG! i'm dead.

D-E-A-D! dead!):

i haven't started on my hw!!!
and the holiday's going to end soon.
DIE>.<

ok I better plan a schedule:

today:

morning:
afternoon:
evening: Maths assignment(everything i can do)
night: Geography ( as much as possible )

friday:

morning: going library to do physics research
afternoon: watching movie, go back to school to take pictures.
night: geog(send to shereen to check) ,and start colating langarts brochure

saturday:

morning:maths assignment + measurements of hall BLAH. try to complete.
afternoon: make geog amendments send langarts brochure to shereen (let her print).
night:going to kent ridge park to take pictures

sunday:
morning:maths worksheets, science worksheets.
afternoon:church
night: final revision and rushing of undone assignments.

shit larh. holiday packed now thanks to my horrible planning.
rawr. because i watched KO one until 11th episode.
WTH>.<

so regret it.

shereen if ur reading this,
i've decided to treat oh-so-biatchy better,
and not hate her so much i guess.
she's kinda sad cum pathatic )):

rawr. gayle 4 more days before you have to change.
change into a totally different person. T.T
JIAYOUS :D

:)

stay optimistic!

bye((:

p/s got to do my hw! NO MORE KO ONE FOR THE HOLIDAYS!!

i may not be the most religious person in the world,
i too may not be very religious as a whole.

but today i saw my granfather pray! i'm so happy ((:
cause he understands the LOVE of god!

<3

anws there's like so many assignments!
so i'm like DYING here. )):

geog L.A cid sci )):

i guess we just have to get over it! JIAYOU!

:D

KO ONE RAWKS!

yo tweets!

life's so weird.
don't you feel?

>.<

yesterday had training, so sian.
i guess i'm training hard. JIAYOU :)

after training xun had poilet pen match so we decided to support her ((:
weets! my mum allowed!
jas shir jan 1e xun and i went to ikea for lunch!
so funny lor we kept talking and laughing hahas.

then we went to support xun. <3
she didn't win but she played well!
jiayous xun :)

anws now i'm watching KO ONE :))
weets so freaking nice!

jan intro de :)) HAHAS

i'm back from camp! ((:

RAWR. shall explain everything in detail
(the shereen way) :D

warning: it's gonna be long >.<stupid lessons lor.
chinese calligraphy sucks!
hahas!! the teacher kept showing us porn pics!!>.<>innocent mind :)

then at 12, after chinese left to watch the netball match!
the netballers rawks larh! everyone played so pro-ly!
OMG! then shirlynn, jasmine and i were like down there holding hands
screaming when the netballers netballers
and praying that they will win , AND THEY WON!

whee!

some more at first mgs was leading then rv caught up by 6 points!
then in the end the score 20-15! RV WON <3
cynthia was like chao pro lor! she defend so pro-ly!
everytime mgs de ball then suddenly cynthia manages to get the ball!
whhees!

after the match went back to school for camp.
the training that day super slack lor!
cause like alot of people need to go for meet the parents session.
((: then i pon diao most of the tough training!!

then after training xun 1e bren jas kat shir jan i and some juniors went harbour for dinner!
it has been quite a while since we went out for a meal together just the 8 of us (:
but we only had like 30 mins to eat then go back.
cause jas need to reach school by 7.30
so the 8 of us went to eat food court while the juniors went to eat macs :D

whee! after eating we rushed back to school!
then i and kathy sent jasmine to the bus stop and waited for her bus with her
( we are nice people you see :D )

then after jas boarded the bus,
kathy and i went back to school and walked around,
as the team building games haven't started ((:
hahas actually we were like supposed to bathe larh!
but i'm glad we didn't cause i sweat ALOT during the teambuilding games :D

whee! team building games was super fun!
hahas i'm glad xiao/seow jun (?) put us in groups with different people!
cause i got to know alot more people!! :) esp. my juniors! hahas:D
we played captains ball:)
urm my group got kaixin, brenda, stanly, woonshin/xiaojun (?)
[cause they swept groups during half quarters cause our group was too pro! hahasXD]
hahas i guess yongzhi isn't so bad after all (:

(:

after playing for a while we went on to play the bigger version of captains ball!(:
whee! our group won in the end too~! <3
hahas :)
everyone played their best!:)
after our match it was the other teams turn
so kaixin and i took a vb and went to the netball court to shoot ((:
it was so freaking hard lor! wonder how estee and lixuan does it!?!
i try like dunno how many times i only shoot in once! one pathatic time! =.=

hahas! in the end i gave up and decided to lie down on the netball court and look at the stars :) kai xin so determined lorr! keep trying to shoot! then in the end she managed to shoot 2 times!! so pro! ((:

then after awhile pengjie came
and told us that us that we have to go back to the hall for night walk! ((:

WHEE!

night walk!! we gathered in the hall, then xunnie ask us to take a T-shirt,
at first i thought i meant we were going to bathe straight after the walk
then in the end the T-shirts was used to blind fold our eyes! 0.o! hahas!

then xun, yong yu, sean, brian, woonshin were like leading the rest of us to go for the walk!
they made us like crawl on the canteen fall saying we were crawling under a bench!
then i really crawl lor! )): then crawl finish they told us we crawled through a boys toilet!
wa lao lor! then we all really believe! )):
and i knocked into dunno how many things! water cooler, pillar... what the/:
hahas!

and then we walked through the field and seperated us! ):
i was really scared lor! cause got lot of sound then sound like rat!
(kathy and i saw a rat in the field before)
then the last part was the part i really really scared cause like got nobody around me,
then i calling for kathy the kathy oso not there!
then i keep hearing the rat sound and yongyu, then i run and run and run,
then i knock into the girl guides de rope!
then i take out my blind fold,
when i take out my blind fold i realised yongyu and pengjie was like laughing at me T.T

lols!

i guess it was fun cause in the end we all knew it was a joke, and we couldn't believe we actually did something so stupid! =.=

hahas!((:

after the walk kat and i went to bathe
then bathe really shuang lor~ hahas:)
poor UG people! cannot bathe so long )):

then after bathing, kathy and i went to the netball court to look at stars and talk.
the net ball court is really nice to lie on at night :D

after that we had debrief and went to sleep :D

10/3/07 saturday~

woke up so freaking early lor!
then had PT. i slacked of as usual:D
after PT we had breakfast, the breakfast provided was like the russians rations as jan said! hahas :) it was pathatic! >.<
hahas then after breakfast we played hand games while waiting for coach.
dum dum di di di :)

coach came at 8.30!
he gave us a boring talk.
we all slept in it! hahas.
even yongzhi wasn't paying attention!
i and kathy and one point of time even made him say he loves KZ but in the end he din ): but i'm sure he loves her :)) hahas >.<

whee after like what seemed like eternity of torture,
we were let of for lunch! :)
we had it at harbour macs :)
and after lunch i was addicted to KO ONE! :)

*training*

************the end*************

hahas the rest of the day was and emo day.
kathy hope you are feeling better (:

*********************************

i can't continue being the way i am now.
gayle you must change! you will change!

gayle; :D

pooped!:))
.
hahas i can play comp today!
and slack!! cause my mum allow ((:
TYVM[;

really really high now!

sher's not 0.o

oh whatever ((:

anws.

tomorrows BMT CAMP!

yays! super high now!!!

then before that we going to see netball finals ((;

happy happy happy!

jiayous netball! beat mgs!

don't feel like thinking about emo stuff ):

i guess one gets super emo. once in awhile.):

我到底该怎么样改变，我已经在努力该便自己。
但我还是没有改变
我很累，不想这样逼死自己）：

rawr. life's so confusing/:
so complicated.

i guess i'm really tired out ):
and feel really hopeless.
i need to control my emotions!

***************** the end *******************

so depressed now don't know what to write.
and i need to do cid.

stupid~!

the meanie sher made me miss going out with my family!
go vivo lerh!! what the): and all we did was insult each other=.=
and obviously i was winning, if not for that toopid pic!
rawr! sher i'm going to get hold of that pic one day and make u suffer(:
*dreams of that day*

anws i'm using my only time to play comp to do cid ):
you know why? cause i'm so guai ((:
hahahs the real reason was cause
i used the time on the computer that i was supposed to do cid to play comp =.=
stupid larh. so regreting it now... gosh must hand in on tues lerh..
can someone remind me why i'm toturing myself like this??!!

gosh i was a really bad girl today (:
during church i went to the toilet to call sher,
then talk until really long/: then when i come back church end liaos
gosh. hahahs. next week cannot like that le):

sadded. my family is enjoying themselves outside):
while i'm doing my stupid cum idiotic/ everything bad cid ):
remind me why i hated cid people!
gosh i need alot of reminding hahahs.

anws tomorrows CROSS COUNTRY!
goshh. gonna die! rawr! but before cross country can go out for lunch!
yay! ((: can't wait and most of the lessons oso cancelled!~ no L.A~
woots hahahs i am aiming to run finish within 20 mins :)
jiayou cetaur! must beat unicorn this year! ((:

CORNY>.<

lols. i'm really high now ((: my typing speed is like F-A-S-T fast.
hahahs maybe it's because i wanna watch TV.
anws eugenie's online liaos! i can bombard her with questions on CID (:

i suddenly feel really smart (:

big diapers and pacifier party (:

today was sian as USUAL>.<

eng ): boring...
art): cause i draw so ugly then HC always draw so nice!XD
recess :) food :)
chinese ): boring like SHIT.
history :) WARKAKAKAS people at war are sex deprived 0.o
maths :) ms chan didn't come! and that OMG*10000 thing! goshh sherr!
sci ): the teacher tot i was showing the attitude ):

*cca* :)/):

lalala~

yeaps thats a summary of my day.

hahahas to lazy to type out the whole day like sher XD

feel like sleeping.
*yawnns*

tampons XD

today during "training" ( i slacked so much so it's not really training 0.o)
i was reading the teens mag that shiir brought larh,
dam gross, talking bout tampons, but i like. * pervertic grin *

shan't elaborate, don't want to destroy your "innocent minds" :)

anws today was a stupid day.
and stupid days are stupid!

arrived in school sang national anthem listened to sher.....talk about EWWWW
then wrote messages in class though we could actually TALK =.=
sher talked about.....EWWWW as usual
me and hc just insulted EWWWW as usual.
spent the rest of maths lesson PRAYING time would move faster.
cause we were hungry mah :)

then recess :)! HYPERING>.<
slacked like shit!
played my BE UTA FUL piano piece
which sher and hc so DAO it =.=
meanies!

then blah blah blah lessons!

and finally i'm free.
wait i had training, which was reading teens and skipping maybe a 1000 times o.O
really slack! :)

ohwatever.
i'm sian.