i guess one gets super emo. once in awhile.):

我到底该怎么样改变，我已经在努力该便自己。
但我还是没有改变
我很累，不想这样逼死自己）：

rawr. life's so confusing/:
so complicated.

i guess i'm really tired out ):
and feel really hopeless.
i need to control my emotions!

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so depressed now don't know what to write.
and i need to do cid.