now a days seriously like can't sleep properly D:
keep thinking of CREEPY STUFF D:

eg.

BADMINTON!?

seriously lor i keep having "nightmares" 'bout badminton D:
don't know larhs.
just feel very insecure in bmtD:
there's this like HUGE uncertainty that whether i will be in the team D:

then i get really FREAKED out larh.
cause it's like i really really want to be in the team so BADLY.

then i start dreaming about the training
and what i NEED to improve
then i start to get really ENTHU.
then want to train what i need to improve D:

eg.

DOING PUSH UPS.
AND DRILLS!!

whoa. you see there's something DEFINITELY WRONG with me D:
then it's like eveything is centred around bmt D:
school; home; sleep ; and now blogging.

oh man just say i'm weird.