Random thoughts of the day

As you all may or maynot know, fcbc has gone into 40 days of prayer and fasting. During this 40 days church services have been cancelled and 24hr prayer sessions have been going on everyday. Really very happy to be able to really have these forty days to reflect and repent for all the sins I have committed.

Today was one of the rare days I went down to church to pray. And I admit that I have been not putting god as a priority in my life. And today's visit to church was really a rude awakening to how much I really need god in my life. Indeed all things of the world are temporal, nothing lasts for eternity, be it good grades, money, good looks, and even relationships (afterall people die) nothing of the world lasts forever. Only God's love. And it is love that sustains me each day.

I know I probably sound extremely weird talking about such an abstract thing called god's love. And sure many people would just classify me as some kind of holy girl. But in reality I know. Better I'm not some kind of holy girl in fact im not holy AT ALL. I do sinful stuff everyday, I lie, I don't put god as priority, I make use of others and judge other people. I don't get perfect grades , I'm not pretty or kind. I am lazy beyond words and I am incoherent most of the time. But ultimately despite all my imperfections and ugliness I know that god loves me, and he has been with me each and everyday guiding me and keeping me away from temptations like going clubbing and having sex and wtv LOL. So god is a GREAT GOD. Cause he loves me despite my horridness and sinfulness. Of course I must obey him too.

Kk that's all I wanted to say ❤❤❤ loves from home bye

Put your hands up!

School! And I say this word with mixed emotions cause I don't whether I love it or hate it. ): school or uni to be exact has been crazy. Met some really awesome people during orientation, ie my orientation group.I really thank god that they are not the partying type or the drinking type or the have sex like crazy monkey type yet despite all these they are a pretty onz og in their own way. Really enjoy the bmt till 2am, soccer matches at 2.45am and board games till one kind of fun.

To add on I have pretty awesome housemates too. I mean I do get afraid of offending the shit out of them. But I again Thank God that Depar, Xinhua and Zhiling and pretty easy going and cool about my noisy personality and I love htht with them. <3 kk but i need to be careful about being noisy in the morning cause they are not morning ppl :p hehe.

Anws the whole point of this post is to introduce you to my og and room mates just incase I suddenly get struck by dementia and die..... Pictures below!

Can't believe I'm doing this during a chemistry lecture. Something I shouldn't be doing soooo bye :)

2012 birthday post

AND IT'S THE 2012 BIRTHDAY POST. Give me a medal alr I do this faithfully every year. And this time I'm typing it out on an iPhone ok! An achievement considering how fat my fingers ar3. See that was supposed to be are, thank god for auto correct though at least most words are coming out correctly.

Anws this years birthday was fun! My og celebrated my birthday for me. So touched! Haha shall introduce my og to u next time when things get less busy. Anyohow, I had fun chilling with phang phang and Joyjoy at sentosa! And enjoyed a nice filing meal and MANGO CAKE! With my family! Yay love mango cakes!

Anws I'll stop boring u with e details
But here are my resolutions this year

1. Grow closer to god
2. Read finish the bible
3. Study hard
4. To not shout back to my parents
5 . To save more $$$
6. To stop being so weird.
7 to lose 5 kg
8 to always be punctual
9 to stop being late for lecture
10. To love my friends as myself
11, to never shout
12 to be not so competitive
13 to sleep by 12 every night
14 to stop having retarded crushes in retarded
People
15 omgggg when is this ending
Good bye