let all the world know that Jesus savessss~

gosh i feel so dire and drained out! physics is really such a painful subject. was doing physics today in the library. think the table beside me grew abit scared from all my moaning and random groans of agony like “arggggggh”. oh wells it’s not like i’ll see them again :D hee. anws. it’s comforting to know that jesus is with me throughout all this pain. teehee. i love listening to Christian songs cause i’m sure God aided in making them. so it’s kinda no surprise that the songs are perfect. if only i had a perfect voice :D ….

seee i forgot wanted to say alr. but ohwells it’s 12 midnight now. should i go do my lit essay or my math revision paper. kk i’m going to do my math! time to exercise the brain juices just before i konk off to bed. bye.

though i walk through the wilderness, blessed be your name.

teehee. too much nigahiga )): keke. anws today’s father’s day so HAPPY DADDY’S DAY. nehneh. woke up early for church today. supposed to meet xiaoxu at 8.40 but she woke up late hoho. ohwells better late then never.

after church and after the new life with jesus thing with dawn and xiaoxu, i met up with gracieee and lj to meet mum and dad at chinatown for father’s day lunch. on the mrt i bumbed into SL hahahaha. Think it was super swway? hahaha no la it was really surprising cause we boarded the train at red hill and when we reached tiongbaru we were still chatting happily away. thennnn suddenly i saw like this v familiar jacket like just infront of me. teehee then i realised i was SL. and he was like just there infront of us! hahaha cause the mrt was quite packed >:( anws i hope to bump into ppl like that more often cause it’s super fun! and thrillingggggggg~ teehee i sound stupid.

lunch was okkk. we had fish )): daddy likes fish so yay! teehee. kk now i’m going to do mathhhhhhhh. )): math suckkks. cause it’s draining on my soul. tedious piece of shitttt.): BYEEEE.

hypocritical me

My brotherrr’s angry at me cause i chased him of the computerrr to use it. but it’s MINE right >:( i thought i was being kind but i guess not. neh mind. i’m a horrid sister.

There’s going to be a 5N BBQ on friday the 17th(bet u thought it was going to be friday the 13th or something like that! bwhahaha got u((:), YX and FY are going to bring booze >:( never really drank before plus i can’t really hold my liquor cause I HAVEN’T DRUNK MORE THAT RED WINE BEFORE. (kk maybe i drank stole some liquor from my dad’s cabinet cause i was curious but it was just a teeny weeny bit! i promise! ended up sleeping like a log after drinking it hmmm) so just pray that i don’t drink and embarrass myself! and fart or something :X. hmm let’s see what else. didn’t study at all today. cause i was a lazy bum which also means i have alot to catch up tonight. gonna burn midnight oil!! gotta do some math so i can consult ocl during the BBQ. the pros of having ur math cher going for ur class BBQ((: hmm yeahh that’s about all.

wish i was living in some period drama! no stress of A levels plus you don’t really do muchh just the occasional hic ups along the way which u have to solve. anws some random thoughts.

im turning 18th soon and i still feel like a kid): i don’t really wanna grow old and dull and have all that responsibilities that make ur hair turn white. k silver. but then again i know it can’t be helped and i need to become a strong and firm pillar that would be able to support both myself and other people in my life. like my family and friends. i know deep down i’m ready to take on more responsibilities and become more mature. yett i also know that deep down i’m afraid. i’m still that insecure girl who’s shy and afraid of what people think of me. maybe i’m not soooo affected compared to the past but i’m still scared )): hoho i think i’m a loser )): k neh mind. anws the only reason why i’m still blogging is because i like the feeling of doing some random search and chancing upon random things that tell me how i was in the past. and i want to like chance upon this blog 10years down the road and feel happy about how i was like when i was 18. hehe or maybe i will be like gross, i was a gross 18 year old. who knows what the future holds. who knows? God knows:D yeeahh. so that’s all just some random thoughhhts. time to go do math~ BMT with my bro tmr then studying with moo. byee~

let’s not talk about studying!

super emo whenever i think about studying. it’s like i can’t get off my lazy ass to do some productive studying)): i keep thinking about failing and i can’t seem to understand anything!! plus there’s just so much to study. so let’s not talk about studying shall we? (:

yesterday the lau family went on a day trip to Malaysia, it was awesommmme~ though we took really long to get our momentum going ( cause our masses are too large (:) we eventually  left for Malaysia and had a blast! hoho. THE STUFF IN MALAYSIA IS SERIOUSLY SUPERRR CHEAP COMPARED TO SINGAPORE. finally understand why people are complaining about the high cost of living, i mean if stuff are actually available for 8 dollars in malaysia, why does it cost 20 dollars here!!! hoho. just saying. anws we bought like alooot of stuff mainly food la. cause i love eating and i live to eat ((: yay. bought like 10 packets of sweets, hope i don’t die of diabetes or something )): anws to put you into perspective of how cheap things are over in malaysia let me tell u! my mum bought like 20 doughnuts for 18 RM. ( 1 singapore dollar = to 2.44 RM) that’s like 40 cents for one doughnut!!! awesome bo???! i bought like shorts for less then 10 singapore dollars ((: yay. considering how i’ve been trying to find shorts i actually like and will wear it’s an achievement yay. happy. show you pictures of my loots some other time.

kk that’s all((: stay happy people cause you only get to live once!! hoho.

zomg feels like my holiday’s gonna end!

First week of the holidays' has passed just like that! blink. can’t believe it passed so fast): it sucks more to know that my revision is not even half way done yet. considering how i’ve spent the past few days camping out in the library and stuff );, i should be at least a quarter done. but nooo. i had to go get distracted by story books and mangas. ))))): speaking of mangas, JE library as a good extensive set of them (: after A levels i’m gonna camp there and read to my hearts content.  but ARGGGHHHH focus gayle! you’ve got to be more focused and study harder for God.

whatever let’s not talk about mournful studies and stuff!

I’ve mastered the art of shuffling!!

On Thursday,i decided to take a break and learn how to shuffle! keke must say i’m a master now! call me the shuffling Queen nehneh. ((: happy to the maxxx.

OK BYE GOTTA PREPARE FOR GP TUTION. TUI SHION~ that’s how you pronounce is ((: i shall leave you with some chio shots of me shuffling!