you are faithful~

you are faithful, you are faithful, you are faithful~ your joy is my strength! i need to place all my hopes dreams desires security what ever in God!

was reading revelations this morning when i woke up, through the living life devotion… zomii! it’s super scary, when God punishes…. his punishments are scarier then satans! i need to reach out actively else my friends will die ):

quite embarrassed and paisei to tell people i’m a christian… i guess maybe it’s because of the stigma the gp(general public) has against Christians. like how christians are kaypoh and like desperate to convert. and it’s true! we’re desperate to convert people but not because we want to increase our church size!but because God is really the way the truth and the life!! and he is really an awesome God that loves us abundantly. and we just want people to be able to feel that love.

i think i’m a really selfish person): the reason why i didn’t bother reaching out until this year was because i didn;t want to share God with any of my friends… it was like i didn’t want my friends snatching away my life! and i was kinda afraid God would love me less because they’re so much better then me…

but now i know that i cannot be selfish any longer! God is really an awesome God that provides and blesses! and the only way to eternal life is really through believing in his name! he has blessed me so much and i really cannot keep him to myself anylonger ( else i’ll get punished for sure! haha) i’m going to reach out desperately today! i’m going to share the greatest thing in my life with everyone!