like a g6!

hohoho. i have no idea what that song means but i think it’s super catchy.

popping bottles in the blizzard… like a g6 ohohoh like a g6!

after this post i need to go do my devotion and and study chemistry :X  today was like the first time i went to volunteer with sgcares. hoho. it was quite fun i guess, i made a new friend (: she’s called samantha. hahaha. i think volunteers are super friendly!

anws we went to like this block of flats and just started interviewing the residents there. some of the old folks were like super friendly to the maxxx. when i grow old i wanna be friendly like them too :X

my brother got short listed for the interview with SST! WHOO~ super happy for him, hope he gets in. must pray pray pray. if he doesn’t then it’s like God’s plan (:

always believe that God has a purpose for u!

bye!

oh lord i need you.

dear God, i really need you to change me. the choir thing, i know it’s like possible if i like suffer and stuff, but i really don’t feel like suffering and all. i don’t want the whole cycle to repeat again, i don’t want to be a recalcitrant non existent member and and i don’t want to feel incompetent again.

dear god i want to serve you, but i want to serve you sincerely. i don’t want to serve you passionately just because i know there’s people watching and stuff, i wanna serve you from deep down. being that horrid attention seeker i am i don’t even know whether i can. ok maybe i’m finding excuses. i’m such a horrid Christian/ person.

dear God is there really no other way to serve you?

live life la!

GAH hate myself seriously, i need to change.

lemon tea!

AHAHAHAHA spent the whole day packing bwahahahah there’s nth under my bed alreadyy! (: plus no more chinese books on my self (official!) bwahahahhaaha.

anws i think i’m falling sick, keep sneezing uncontrollably ):

need to get back to studying asap, really played enough the pass few weeks :X time to study study study!

kekeke.byeee

i’m a homebody

haha it’s about time i started getting down to studying. i have done nothing productive at all this week): all i did was read manga ( loads of it), watch hongkong dramas and go out. it’s about time i got serious with my life :X

went out with xm and joyceling today! (: quite fun! hahaha it’s nice hanging out with them, i kinda miss them HOHOHO. though they don;t really share secrets with me and stuff, (cause i’m a horrible confidant and suck at giving relationship advice.) i still like having the gossip yet not so gossip sessions with them. gosh talks that just go in and out but are funny. aiyo stuff like that.

too bad we couldn’t hang out longer. ):

went to 10dollar club with 5N on monday! hahaha CT AND MW went hillarious no? keke. anws it was the typical 5N outing and i guess i’m glad that i have this bunch of kukus to hang out with at times like this!! woo.

tuesday was cip day anddd yesterday was bbq day. yesyes i’m a busybusy girl! hohoho. nahhh today’s the last day i’ll be going out. have got to focus and study study study.

kzzz hope u enjoy this update cause further updates would be BORING! ( nt going out anymore u see)

ps. it’s time to get over…. he thinks i’m weird

):

random moment of emo-ness. i kinda like this feeling, this calming moment reminding me that i’m as human as u and u/; i feel sadness too! i’m sure this feeling will pass as quickly as it came. it always does ( cause i have God XD)

haven’t been writing down my prayers recently, haven’t even been praying:X i really need to lay everything down in God hands. i need to learn how to cause it’s really really hard. dear God i have so much to tell you things i will never tell anyone. secrets~~~ hahahaha.

anws on a brighter note!AS OF 1759 this evening,  PW IS OFFICALLY OVER! “loud cheers erupt” i guess pw has really been weighing us dowwwn the past few months. (actually i can’t say it did weigh me down because i didn’t do as much work as the rest :X but oh wells)

went back to school at 3 to finalise call the GPF stuff. THANKYOU MR KEVIN PW HING. haha (: he’s really a very cute teacher. hohoho.

okay time to settle that huge mess infront of me ): i can’t stand that eyesore anymore!!!! my room is super messy! GAHS so much things to clean so little time. OK i need a plan. hmmm TABLE i’ll start with my table.

okkkk.. tatas. i’ve got a table to pack! and a restaurant to open :)

ps. i walked into a dustbin today, and an old man saw. ):

super sad ):

kk i need to stop using damn.):

it’s super sad watching people walk in and out of my life. :X regardless of circumstances. like yesterday, my maid got caught for like stealing. and just today, she was confronted and sent back to the agency. i didn’t even say goodbye. i’m horrible.

while it was rude of me to do so, i really hate this sort of things. i really hate to be put in to this kind of circumstances. i know we haven’t been giving her first class treatments during her stay here, but but i don’t know. don’t really like to think about it ): but it’s really troubling meeeee. gah i feel sorry for her.

we’re so fortunate really. ): Thank God for blessing me sososo abundantly seriously. anws today there was like this short spurt of heavy rainfall!! super dooper heavy!! haha. thank God my mum sent me to the MRT! (:

anws i need to pray pray pray asap! byebye so many things to tell God.

overrrrr and shopping (:

i really think i’ve become meanerrrr. mean me. thank god for all the things he has given me he is an awesome god. i’m glad he loves me even though i’m mean!

anws OLEVELCHI is over. think i’ll do horribly though :X ah nvm praypraypray. mass spaming rc now! hohohoho. byeeee.

thank you father for all you’ve given me and provided for me. help me take care of others and to submit to others. help me be more like you in every possible way.

in jesus name i pray amen.

i need to apologise.

p/s i apologised! i feel so much lighter (hypothetically, i'm still quite fat acceptable :X)

Happy deepavalli!

(: poo how do you spell deepavalli?

anws so many things to do so little time! can’t wait for the end of the next week! see you then!

praypraypray

yeap i need to pray pray pray and ask the lord what to do with my life. pray pray pray.

things i NEED to tonight:

do my chinese li jie wen da and compo! do my slides and memorise my script! i have chinese tution tomorrow at 5!!

ZOMGG i really need to be discipline. lord help me be discipline!!