something’s wrong with me ): this feeling of helplessness really sucks. i feel so not needed and so redundant. i feel so so so lousy about myself right now.
today was just another day wasted away. no Chinese revision done, no op slides completed. is this where my life’s heading? to nowhere ): i really really don’t like myself and i really really want to change.
i want to depend more on God to care more about others, i want to be self sacrificial and shit. okay that does it, there’s no point in sitting here and sulking. i’m going to change (again) i’m going to be quiet and caring. i’m gonna stop caring about me, mylikes and what shit. and start caring about you you and you.
i’m gonna change. and pray :X
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