OPOPOP

YAYYY i just chionged out the op slideeees. gosh hope there would be no glitches :X i need to do my chinese comp. zomggg i’m dead dead dead.

byeeee

getting it out of my system

something’s wrong with me ):  this feeling of helplessness really sucks. i feel so not needed and so redundant. i feel so so so lousy about myself right now.

today was just another day wasted away. no Chinese revision done, no op slides completed. is this where my life’s heading? to nowhere ): i really really don’t like myself and i really really want to change.

i want to depend more on God to care more about others, i want to be self sacrificial and shit. okay that does it, there’s no point in sitting here and sulking. i’m going to change (again) i’m going to be quiet and caring. i’m gonna stop caring about me, mylikes and what shit. and start caring about you you and you.

i’m gonna change. and pray :X

this is as picture perfect as it gets

damn sad, that is life.

everybody’s rushing pw now! tomorrow’s like the deadline for wr, hence the frantic rush just now/; thank goodness our groups wr is completed. no thanks to me of course (: i’m a slacker!!!!

amid all the glee i’m experiencing because HE FINALLY ACCEPTED MY FRIEND REQUEST.

i feel kinda sad, it’s like i’m too self absorbed/; i fail to show the care and concern she needs right now:X i need to care more:X

p/s am i really a bad listener, why is it that i always the last to know about this kind of impt things…

i care too ):

eat.pray.love

YAY i’ve finally completed the stuff i needed to do for PW. BLEH.

pw really sucks. ahhahahha. my group probably hates me cause i’m the slackiess person everrrrrr. zzzzzzzz. super sian.

anws today i kinda woke up late cause i read manga till 5am last night. gosh ill disciplined me. i was supposed to be doing pw :X

thus i was terribly late for PW. like half an hour late. gosh i have got to be more disciplined totally. anws after like doing pw to like 130, i decided to go watch a movie with shuyinn!! HAHA

gosh the movie, eatpraylove was super boring. we both slept through india. poo my 650. anws shuyinns a horrible person to catch a movie with. she totally would influence u to sleep. zzzz.

kk i want to catch my rerun of a fistful stance and BATHEEE HAHAHA.

hi back to blogging (:

isn’t this cool, i have a blog again!

any ways life has been pretty hectic now adays.

one would think that after promos we would finally be free.

but noooo. we have project work and crap ): zzzz. we’re all working for Alevels after all.

yesterday was the year 6’s graduation!! haha but i didn’t go for it cause i was at this event called SPLAT!

shirlynn, junwei, joyceling and grace are like the organisers for this musical showcase.

i was just a mere befriender HEE(: but i guess it was fun and tiring at the same time.

i’m just glad it’s over.

 

today i spent the day at pearlynn’s house! gah PW. what a pain in the ass.

at least written report is done! YAY!

kk i shall go off already, i need to be more disciplined you see.

(i have chinese to study for ):)