I've metamorphosed again.
i hate changing, the who i used to be, the who i want to be and the who i am now, they are all have different personalities.
i used to complain that i was mean and self centred, but i now know the true meaning of mean and self centred-ness.
i need to step out of the "me, myself, i" and embrace the emotions of other people. family friends and foreign people. i need to live for God and not myself.
and I'm sorry shirlynn; no excuses for what i've done to you.
maybe you may not care about all i've done or said.
but I'm guilty for being mean.
and i apologize.
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noelle got baptised on friday 27/2/2009
went to the baptism service.
looking at all the smiles on the people faces when they stepped out of the water, i was sort of touched in a weird way.
the magnificences of LORD MY GOD has no boundaries and has no limits, he gives me happiness when i am sad, confidence when i feel useless, love when i feel unwanted, food when i'm hungry, peace when i'm worried, friends when i'm lonely. he's my bestfriend. my confident, my father, my LORD. my saviour.
and because of him i now i'm loved.
sometimes i wonder where i'll be w/o him. without his loving embrace.
and all i see is a blank future. a bottomless pit.
i am nothing w/o him.
dear lord i apologise for the millions and one sins i've comitted, i am a terrible sinner please forgive me.
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