been doing some serious thinking these few days.

asking myself questions asking myself why what when how WHY?

i admit the main reason why i want to transfer out so badly is because i'm running away.
running away from what? now thats the question. hah.

but you know what i'm seriously not up to standard, need to study harder. D;
and i need to find back my brains and determination.

and i'm going to try for acs. it's better to have tried and lost then to never have tried before right.`gahs. who am i kidding D;

shit head.

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hmm seriously need to mature and just listen to other people.
no more bitching this year gayle. you bitch.
rawr,

LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR.

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i need to go find myself. need to serve and love unconditionally, maturely and everything nice ?
farnnyyyyyyyyy.

i miss mr hook and his ironic-ness. argh.
there! i told you my deep dark secret.

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still hate school like tootx.
bet the teachers hate me already.

rawr i need to pay more attention in class. never was a good listener me was.

linxuan's smile is the cutest, she seriously needs to smile and talk more! new resolution of the year! make linxuan like 3c. oops 4c bettarrr.

shirlynn is as lovable as usual. seriously she's the only one who doesn't mind my singing. and i sing nice. you just donna how to appreciate. suo2 wei4 : " sheng1 zai4 fu2 zhong1 bu4 zhi1 fu2"

lets' go kbox and toast to better friendships this year. hoho maybe a special someone for you?
nvr look back! never look back! cause shir and gayle is chasing after you!!!!!

yawen and mandy and xinmun still hates me singing me thinks. zomg now fg hates me cause my english is way too broken. oh wells still love them and wanna rape them. not.

xinmun's position as chair is seriously benefiting for us i guess. hohoho.
poor her.

joycellin is the same mature babe that everyone wants to cuddle to sleep daily. me especiallyy!!
miss talking to her. seriously need to mature and listen like her. i have such a big mouth i could eat china! hah.

went out, nah not went out, just accompanied jw to bb to meet bf. heard that sf she's taken so poof of toot head. bf never appear so i went home first, oh wells too bad never see jwbf rawr.

no more zuowen's so i'm jumping with joy. and since i'm so fat, usa is having an earthquake. gosh need to lose weight. not.


LALALALALA. sorry if u didn;t understand me. my engrish veri powderful one. cliche.

gayle's weird. hatex myself like tootx