school's in and i hate it already.

i need to snap out of this game i keep playing with rvb. the dodging game of cat and mouse.
except the cat doesn't catch the mouse and the mouse doesn't really aviod.

it speaks so much about me as a person know, using a mouse to illustrate myself. i'm a runner. HEES like i run away from problems not like a 2.4km runner that kind of thing. i'm a timid little creature that likes cheese, is grey and dull. filthy. mortal enemies to humans in natural. ( unless of cause ur me. mouse who hates mice or some animal loving freakk.)

but i guess it really shone upon me how UN IMPORTANT i am. like whatever.
i feel old and unwanted already! and i'm not even 16!!!

oh wells life's so:
unpredictable.thrasy.sucky.bs.unexpected.peaceful.hateful.loving.oxymoronical. you name it life has it!

PDP today was fun! eric is a hormonal crazed guy! so sweeheng larh. but whatever larh finding out he was hormonal crazed wasn't exactly what u define as fun so yar pdp wasn't fun.

shirlynn was a dear today. and i hates myself for being so mean and selfish. oh GOD, what did i do to deserve such nice caring friends. rawr. i need to go find a defination of mean!!!
anws shirlynn bought me my birthday present 6 months earlier. hohoho.

who ever hear of be early pressents!! HEES.
thanks for ur present shir i like being a cow.

if ur wondering what mooey pressent i got. toobad. it's a secret!

i need to get on to doing some serious revision and PHY.
hates.

i hates.

byebye

chinese new year!! :D
oh wells. hahas funnnn babaye. i have shuai cousins who used to be hideous.

jk! they were always shuai i guess. but ohwells never really noticed.

anws my brother and i started spassssing after that so hahaha. look!

hohoho! while you're having Reunion dinner, i'm at home blogging and slacking.
had mine the past 2 saturdays. boo shit.

the past week has been like weird.
i guess i'm not really walking closely to God and i really donot know how.
siannnx. i'm gonna carry the cross daily :D:D

friday's chinese new year celebrations were a blast.
the prc's were awesome. i think their really cool. cooler then local singaporeans. LIKE ME. hohohoho. i'm like so un-cool. boohoo.

anws the whole cny celebration in school was the most exciting one i had in my 3 years in rv. (can you believe it!! i've spent 3 long long years in rv D;) i can't believe i'm going to be 16 this year. i still feel like a kid. so much for being in my pre adult years...

the whole day passed in a flash. can't really remember but i harts shiny potpourri . they're so irritating that their cool! hahas. not making sense here.

training was boring. pointless larh. not in the mood to train D; gayle don't every give up kaekae. you've got to at least have some achievement by the end of 4 yearssss. excel biatch.

went out with a crazy bunch of people after. HARHARS.

wanted to go home intially.
but cathy said she wanted to take 61 so i said i'll take with her to west mall. lalalas! then joycelyn told us that she could take 61 if she wanted to, which was stupid of her to tell us because we forced her to take bus with us after. FUNN. she missed 3 buses.

inthe end we all decided to go macs to eat. fattt. the bus ride was so embarrassing it was funny. cathy was soso random and joycelyn was a tomatoe. we freaked out like so many people larh. super funny. joycelyn is obssessed with the tramutised angmoh and cathy likes junming. hohoho.

anws i think their lammer then kunf fu panda :D cute kidds.

eating with them was an eyeopenner. dixun. i dun eat unglam. u haven't seen unglamm!! HOHOHO. to literate how unglam they were, let me put it this way.

took a HUGE stack of tissue paper for myself cause i was scared that would soil myself. most of that huge stack went to cat and joyce. i only used 2 of that huge stack of tissues.

oh yar. joycelyn and cathy burbed non stop hahahahas! super funn! :D

at the end we ended up being perverted. hmm. actually no. cathy started being peverted.
she turned a cute little girl in to a..... cock sucking personn!! the cute little girl was like suking the stap of her bottle when cathy went like: " look that strap looks like a penis!"

(!!!!)

we laughed non stop after that. i have peverted juniors. stop saying i corrupted them!! they are already corruptt! HEEEES. esp cathy. hor joyce.


spent my saturday at home watching korean dramas. sucker. hate myself for not being disapline... sianns. went out for awhile to go for cell group. talked about familyy. haha. so language arts lesson. glad there's no school on mondayyy!!!!

went to develop my mummy's birthday present after that/; super cheapo. AHAHHAS. but i waited like 1hr plus plus for the photo's to get like developed okayyy. super suck.
want to see the pressent??>,<

hah! dun show you!!

the rest of the day was just boring. played with like many dogs though i really hate animals/;
don't feel like going visiting tomorrow. lalalallas! my papa's not even in singapore.

D;

church today. the blood of the cross is a blessing. thankyou nice sweet lady who blessed me today. may god bless you with fruitfulness and love.and happiness and fame :D:D

told you i was introverted.

last post before end of dong year.

time to be a cow.

I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SUCH A BITCH.

I HATE MYSELF FOR HATING EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE.

I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT KNOWING WHY I'M LIKE THAT. so mean.

and

i hate myself for hating badminton.

i guess i really need a break from everything. i need to do something to curb this freakish disease.

stay away from me or you'll get the hate everything disease.

I HATE YOU.

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Bold and underline the statements that are true to you but you don't wish were true
bold half if it's half true
Italicize and underline the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone

I miss somebody right now.

I don't watch TV these days.

I own lots of books.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.

I have been in a threesome. (!!!! )

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse sometimes.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I'm totally smart. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I've broken someone's bones.

I'm paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast. (xinmun! changwei! i wanna be as cool as them!)

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

I like the way I look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent. (!!!!) burping? does that count?

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have a lot of friends. (!!!!)

I am currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.( does that mean i don't have to go to school :D)

I love to shop.

I enjoy window shopping. (aka girl-who-blew-all-her-money's shopping)

I would rather shop then eat.( i eat too much!!)

I don't hate anyone.

I'm a pretty good dancer.(!!!!!!)

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have tried alcohol before.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I would die for my best friends.(!!!!)

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.(!!!!) no career and no charm D:

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I have dated a close friends's ex.

I am happy at this moment!

I'm obsessed with guys. JUNFEI! :D

I study for tests most of the time.(!!!!)

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.( i don't tie them. does that count?)

I can work on a car.

I love my job.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge. ( lets just say that some people have such a interesting life. WAIT I JUMPED OF LONDON BRIDGE :D)

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (!!!) i wasn't even proficient in the recorder.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I went college out of state.

I like sausage. pornnooo! :D

I love kisses.

I fall for the worst BEST people. (sher, joyce, kat, jan, shir, 1e, xun, jas, bren, ho)

I adore bright colours.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.(!!!!???)

I can pick up things with my toes.(!!!!)

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can't stand at least one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I know what cosplaying is.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

I'm an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary.

I like a person of the same sex.

I love being happy.

I am an adrenaline junkie.





tagging!

xinmun! joline! shirlynn tan! joycelyn! joycelin! shereen! esther!

1. The person who tagged you is?
Shereen

2.Your relationship with him/her?
bestfriend/ goodfriend/ boyfriend :D

3.Your impression of him/her?
F A T :D donno lerh.... shers just sher larhhhh.

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
cheat my feelings? hohoho. dunno larh sec 2 was funnn :D

5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
what exactly is memorable? urrmmm. that alan likedd her!

6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
faint with joy! she's hort :D

7.If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
stop stealing peoples food? stop punching me? and stop giving me pink things!!

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
dunno larh. chuan dao sumthing zi ran zhi rightxx??

9.If he/she dies, you will?
cry?

10.What is it you want to tell he/she now?
shereens a fat pigggg ;D LALALALLAL. boreddddddddd. lets go out! stop studying so much. and study harder.

11. Your overall impression of he/she is?
hardworking

12. How do you think people around you will feel?
uncomfortable. feel like thowing me into imh. HOW WOULD I KNOOOWS.

13. The characteristic(s) you love abt yourself are?
nothing

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are?
everthing.

15. The most ideal person you wna be is?
dunno, felicia chin? hahhas i want to marry dao ming si!! :D

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them.
ily too! :D:D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. hoching
2. shirlynn
3. wanyi
4. janice
5.joycelin
6. xinmun
7. brenda
8. yawen
9. kathy
10. dixun

18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with? ( xinmun )
ME!!! nola. she's probably dating some audi fwen!

19.Is no.9 a male or a female? ( kathy )
homosexualll! :D female.

20.If no7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? ( brenda and dixun )
blender already got somebody, but as friends their okayyyy :D

21.What is no.2 studying all about? ( shirlynn)
phy chem geog math chinese languageart. and animeaaa. however u spell it. she;s nuts about renjii!

22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3? ( wanyi )
urm i dunno, what u mean by chat?

23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes? ( yawen )
I KNOW!!!! jap songs! she says it's the coolest! oneday she'll learn to appreciate my singing

24.Does no.1 have any siblings? ( hoching)
yeayeaaa.

25.Will you woo no.3? ( wanyi )
YARRRRRRRRRRRRR! but she dowan me luh.

26.How about 7? ( blender )
she oso dunwan me!

27.Is no.4 single? ( janicee )
in one years time. NO. i'll find her a bf personally!

28.What is the surname of no.5? (joyceeee )
wong bong hong dong dong! doraemon!

29.What is the hobby of no.10? ( dixun)
playing the guitar? singing? hohoho.

30.Does no.5 & 9 get along? ( joyce and kat )
maybe :D

31.Where is no.2 studying at? ( shirlynn)
RVHS. 4ccccccccccccccrazzzzzzzy.

32.Talk about something for no.1? ( hoching )
BLACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK and sexy. blacks the new sexyy!

33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8? ( yawen )
i wanted to rape her, she wanted to rape sumone else/;

34.Where does no.9 live in? ( kathy )
aaron's house? urmmm nola bukit gombak.

35.What colour does no.4 likes? ( janice )
PINKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!! ewwwwww.

36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends? ( hoching+joycelin )
erm dun thinks so. ohwells they are friends larh. no such thing as best friends right!

37.Does no.1 have any pets? ( hoching )
yar a stinky dogggggg.

38.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? ( brendaaa )
DUH. her legs are sexxy de, and her body damn hort. yo horny ppl she's takennnnn OKAY. taken by me! hohoho!

39. What is no.10 doing now?(dixun)
she's probably online or sleeping dunnnno :D

have i told you that i went to Egypt during the hols?

yoohooo.

fast one b4 i godo my extension activity. hatex bio.
today's xiahui's birthday so happy birthday XIAOHUI.
tomorrow's grace's birthday so happy birthday GRACEEE.

brokeness plague me. still trying to repay 2008's debts. howhowhowhow?
resolution 2009. stop borrowing monaye by the truck----loads.

and i've decided to follow jesus. no turning back no turning back~
o.o love christian songgggs. <3

maybe i shall change the bring me away song even though i love rainie sooo.
and brendaye limmm your blog doesn't pwn mine. tylm!

:D

gahhh hahahhas! i shall change it to meteor rain song!! <3
love's dao ming si love's dao ming si.

ohaaaa. last resolution before i go missing. BE EXCELLENT. train harder.
smile more and be wacked up

HAPPY. HAPPY. HAPPY.

spreadd the joy gayle.

been doing some serious thinking these few days.

asking myself questions asking myself why what when how WHY?

i admit the main reason why i want to transfer out so badly is because i'm running away.
running away from what? now thats the question. hah.

but you know what i'm seriously not up to standard, need to study harder. D;
and i need to find back my brains and determination.

and i'm going to try for acs. it's better to have tried and lost then to never have tried before right.`gahs. who am i kidding D;

shit head.

*****************************

hmm seriously need to mature and just listen to other people.
no more bitching this year gayle. you bitch.
rawr,

LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR.

*****************************

i need to go find myself. need to serve and love unconditionally, maturely and everything nice ?
farnnyyyyyyyyy.

i miss mr hook and his ironic-ness. argh.
there! i told you my deep dark secret.

*****************************

still hate school like tootx.
bet the teachers hate me already.

rawr i need to pay more attention in class. never was a good listener me was.

linxuan's smile is the cutest, she seriously needs to smile and talk more! new resolution of the year! make linxuan like 3c. oops 4c bettarrr.

shirlynn is as lovable as usual. seriously she's the only one who doesn't mind my singing. and i sing nice. you just donna how to appreciate. suo2 wei4 : " sheng1 zai4 fu2 zhong1 bu4 zhi1 fu2"

lets' go kbox and toast to better friendships this year. hoho maybe a special someone for you?
nvr look back! never look back! cause shir and gayle is chasing after you!!!!!

yawen and mandy and xinmun still hates me singing me thinks. zomg now fg hates me cause my english is way too broken. oh wells still love them and wanna rape them. not.

xinmun's position as chair is seriously benefiting for us i guess. hohoho.
poor her.

joycellin is the same mature babe that everyone wants to cuddle to sleep daily. me especiallyy!!
miss talking to her. seriously need to mature and listen like her. i have such a big mouth i could eat china! hah.

went out, nah not went out, just accompanied jw to bb to meet bf. heard that sf she's taken so poof of toot head. bf never appear so i went home first, oh wells too bad never see jwbf rawr.

no more zuowen's so i'm jumping with joy. and since i'm so fat, usa is having an earthquake. gosh need to lose weight. not.


LALALALALA. sorry if u didn;t understand me. my engrish veri powderful one. cliche.

gayle's weird. hatex myself like tootx

hate school like tootx.

:D

oh whatever i have a fatso brother.
add him on msn glennisfatso@hotmail.com
he lurbx hort nehnehs.

(just doing this to irritate him)

wish somebody will take me away from everything.
HAHS.

D:

came up with my new year resolutions today.

1. grow closer to God.
2. share christ with a friend.
3. be more serious and less weird.
4. be kinder.
5. be less rude.
6. be more responsible.
7. go to cca regularly.
8. don't like anything with a sausage and two fishballs.
9. study harder.
10. BELESSMATERIALISTICANGBIGMOUTH.

10 resolutions first broke like alot already, think the hardest is being more serious and less weird but oh wells. like it or not noah's weird.

D:

first day of school!?@##

xinmuu is cp! :D ZOMGGGGG. funnaye. shir totally saboed.
oh wells kinda miss their crazy wacked out ness. rawr.
but i still hate school.

:D

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS A TIME MACHINE.

look on with optimism
cause too Oh Oh nine is all about pragmatism!

:D

sians tomorrow there's school.i dun want to go back toschool. boooooohooooooooooo >.< oh and i lost my ezlink card!!!!!

argh.

pangsai.

i suffer from pasngaiphobion.

:D


ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i keep spouting rubbish.
2009 must be a rubbish year.

sec4. i wanna change schoool REALLLLLLLLLL bad.

toooooobadtoooosadchangingschooolisallafad.

super long word.

oh my name's not gayle. my name's noah.