MY BLOG IS A PIECE OF SHIT NOW :D
gahs all i want to do is take quizes;

forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape!

cut out the middle part cause i can't remember it; hey i'm not blessed with great memory okay.
not my fault ;D

i'm supposed to be doing my cid now, but butt doesn't want to move.
it has been like this the whole day, gahs.

i hate being sick, all you do eat and sleep D;
eat then sleep D;
or maybe sleep eat sleep eat.

oh whatever, i am damned fat and i can't be bothered,

did some quiz just now about what i should major in,
apparently i'm supposed to be a performer, hees.

DO I LOOK LIKE A CLOWN TO YOU?

ohwhatever:D

gayle the clown :D
nice name :D

laugh when u see me or dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.




seriously everyone looked so glam in that pic i had to put it up :D
it's so unfair how people can actually look so nice in pics and you just always look retarded and spoil the whole damn pic. D:

i hate taking pictures D:

o.o speaking of which dun i look glam in that pic up there! i never looked so nice before! HAHAHAHHAHAS :D


miss them to bits.

I SAT ON THE WORLDS LARGEST OBSERVATION WHEEL TODAY!

OBSERVATION WHEEL?!
what the hell?

i mean i didn't know the Singapore flyer had such a weird (scientific) name.
eeeks.


anws today was sort of like my fathers birthday so i decided to pontang training to spend time with with family/;
anws it's not like i actually get to play during training so whats the point?

The singapore flyer was kinda cool in a way,
cause with looked like the food in the fish game
and it wasn't as packed as i thought it will be,
I HAD SPACE TO ACTUALLY SIT AND WALK AROUND :D

so that was cool ;/

i took some pictures of the cbd,
i'm going to give that to mr chan for teachers day present when it develops,
he loves the cbd so much anws ;D

erm nothing much to do up there actually, cause it's pretty lame.
how long do you actually need to look at the same old buildings?

OH but my parents loved it so that's all that matters right?

after the whole singapore goo ga.
we went to the esplanade library, which is NOT my type of library,
what too artzy fartzy for me D:

went there to use the computer :D

we spent the rest of the day walking around marina square aimlessly,

AND GUESS WHO I SAW WHEN I GOT LOST?!

DIXUN! ;D

gahs sometimes i wonder how she manages to go EVERYWHERE!
lols.

and I GOT PIERCINGS! :D

show you pics next time :D

going to bed now bye

so you would come- Australia Hillsongs

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

gahs, can't help it my fingers are still itchy and i dun feel like doing zuowen D;

anws i think running with bmt really made me happy in a way
cause i realise i have friends who care ;D
and i am really proud of the people who ran :D

CLEMENTINE RAN LIKE THE WINDDDDDDDDD :D
there she goes runing off and zip she is back :D
bet you can't even count to ten :D!

HUIWEN RAN LIKE LIGHTNING, gahs maybe thats why she got muscle ache.
D;

but heyyyy take care girl ;D thanks for caring :D

THE 2 SEC ONES RAN AND WEREN'T EVEN TIRED! pro nots!
my juniors lerhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D

<3
hahhas

JANICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D :D:D:D


pro girl run so fast then still say she never run fast enough.
D:

cheeeeeeeer ups :D

and of cos the guys are freaks.
they ran like 13 rounds each, 3 of them!
pro ded. can't stand them.



anddd

HOW TO FORGET JAS, BREN GRACE KAIXIN AND ALL THE PPL THAT CHEERED US ON :D

HAHHAHAHAS
GO BE CHEER LEADERS MAN.


WHOOOOOOOOO THATS ALL, tired of typing already :D


we must! we must! increase our bust! :D

WOOOTTTTTTTS :D

COMMON TEST ARE OFFICIALLY OVER :D


okay i know I'm a bit like slow but like who cares, BIMBO IS LOVE.

got back some of my results this week,
i know i should be contented with passing, but hey i expected more from myself. D:
i think i studied but I'm not to sure cause i forgot if i studied.
gahs, whats wrong with gayle these few days? she keeps forgetting things D;

I HOPE I DON'T OWE PEOPLE MONEY D:

anws there isn't much to expect from my life, nothing is ever changing.
everyday i spend my time doing the same old things, study. eat. watch tv.
i even talk about the same old things over and over again
i practically know what question to ask/ talk about with someone
it's so boring.

i want to run away, climb a mountain, ride a horse
whatever but doing the same old things D:

i hate facing maturity,

OKAY maybe it's cool but..
hey! your always bored and you never ever laugh D:

no wonder growing old makes you cranky and have wrinkles D;

GAHS.



sometimes i think i'm so contradictory cause i like it both ways,
i like being childish yet i hate it.
i like being mature, but i hate it.

it;s like saying you like eric but dun like him at the same time.
0.o

see i;m not making sense. D;

speaking of which,
i realise that most of my conversations are pointless and a waste of time D;
most of them contain my many times 1000 crushes.
i'm so gay larh, i dun even really find them cute,
I'M JUST FINDING SOMETHING TO AMUSE MYSELF.

see gayle is so mean D:

okay i'm swearing of guys for awhile

seriously need a break to breathe.

today we ran like for cca, 1hr

i just really hope i we loose weight,
gahs strike out the we, the rest totally dun need to loose weight.

okay i am not really worried about loosing weight, i just want to stay healthy,

NOTE: contradicting again


whatever hor :D

teachers day is tomorrow. i need to buy presents like NOW D:

today was super slack :D

we had chinese paper which was urm, IT'S OVERRRRRRR :D
hahas who cares about chinese over and done with.

at most get scolded lols.

anws after chinese had this like 1hr and 40 min break which ended up to be like the whole day? cause like no teachers came for lessons :D cool or what?

we spent the whole time talking; but like hey talking is fun :D and doesn't make u fat and lose money :D

keke

WHOOOO :D

i can't believe that hook is actually so open :D

HAHAHAHHAHAS

snap butt pics :D

like a knife:

I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life





i finally understand why joycelin likes this song so much,
the lyrics, it's all in the lyrics.

i need to organize my thoughts and my feelings;
i need to say the right things.


OKAY.

do you know we say things that contradict ourselves.
do you know that makes us a hypocryte?

lols so the best thing to do is not say a thing?

whatever

i need to control my temper
i have no right to flare up
i have no right to be feeling irritatated.

sian.

this is such a tiring thing,

I'M LIKE NO MRS SUPER PERFECT. lol

PHELPS IS HANDSOME PHELPS IS COOL.
ESPECIALLY WHEN HE'S SWIMMING IN THE POOL.


hahhahas!

my brother and sister are mad :D
they are going "singapore! singapore! CHINA LOSEEEEEEEE!"
and running around the house like siao ah kuas.
so immature :D

I AM GOING TO JOIN THEM SOON :D

SINGAPORE :D

anws i'm able to be kind because God will help me.

SINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAPOREEEEEEEEEEEE :D

feeling kinda crap now D; dunno why.
lets analyze it later :D

oh whatever~

how bout a round of applause. standing ovation.

don't tell me your sorry cause your not D;
baby but i know your only sorry you got caught
cause you put up quite a show
really got me going.

****

excretion and kidneys was studying that for like one hour just now,
gayle is so ill disciplined and easily distracted D;
i really dunno what i will be like next time
i think i'll probably clean some toilet somewhere D;

future-less.

****

i'm not caring enough.
i'm not kind enough.
i'm so damn mean.
i hate my mouth.
i hate myself.

sometimes i really wish i had no brains;
no brains equates no ability to think.
no ability to think equates to me being able to love and care.

i wish i could never get irritated.

seriously i don't know whats wrong with me right now, i feel like the worlds meanest person.
and the world's meanest person does not deserve friends.
and sometimes i wonder why i can't be more accepting.
sometimes i wonder why we never mixed with some people.
and sometimes i wonder what is it like being them, being excluded.
D;

i wonder what is it like to be judged by whats your skin colour or whats you body size.
i wonder why people including myself think being so fat is something bad and that scolding someone fat is bad.
i don't want to be a weight conscious person.


insecurities.
why am i not good enough
not smart enough.
not KIND enough.
not LOVING enough.

not thin enough,
not pretty enough.

really tired of thinking so much.


you know what u think i;m going crazy just thinking bout this.

******

i hate myself and everything about myself.


i ain't kind enough, whats wrong with me?!

i fight this battle with myself:
selflessness, openness.

why can't i be more kind, why am i so evil?!

D:

seriously i understand why nobody wants to be my friend.
i'm so evil D;

eeks i totally ripped this from lydias blog ;D

but i miss obs. and i shall always remember this,

this is good character building!

EXACTLY WHAT I NEED!


What You Sow, So Shall You Reap

if you plant honesty, you will reap trust
if you plant goodness, you will reap friends
if you plant humility, you will reap greatness
if you plant perseverance, you will reap victory
if you plant consideration, you will reap harmony
if you plant hard work, you will reap success
if you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation
if you plant openness you will reap intimacy
if you plant patience, you will reap improvements
if you plant faith, you will reap miracles

But:
if you plant dishonesty, you will reap distrust
if you plant selfishness, you will reap loneliness
if you plant pride, you will reap destruction
if you plant envy, you will reap trouble
if you plant laziness, you will reap stagnation
if you plant bitterness, you will reap isolation
if you plant greed, you will reap loss
if you plant gossip, you will reap enemies
if you plant worries, you will reap wrinkles
if you plant sin, you will reap death

heyhey :D

i think the biggest challenge in my life is trusting God in everything and removing all forms of unholy human elements in my life. D:

but i believe i can do it cause God is in my life.

sorry to all the people i upset today esp. janice, i don't know why i was super bad to you today.
next time when i treat you like what i did today, give me a punch ;D a really hard one.

****

somehow about the scar on my right leg, i don't know, i should get over it?
cause half of me is like really afraid that it'll leave a scar and i would never ever be able to wear COMFORTABLE COOLING shorts ever again D: which is practically my whole wardrobe.

and half of me knows that this is Gods plan and god always has a purpose for me so i need not worry. hah. TAKE THAT STUPID MOTOCYCLE :D

****

lets just say today was a much better day as compared to the past few days in school.

who cares about training? who cares about anything anymore. no one cares so why should i right?

gahs. THAT'S IS EXACTLY THE THING I HATE ABOUT MYSELF.
I CARE TOO LITTLE I CAN'T BE BOTHERED. whatever.

;D

*****

anws today as i was saying was a better day cause LINDAN IS JUST SO HOT.
he's so hot everytime is see him i melt :D

gahs thats so cheezy. D:

whatever :D

i tell you if anyone of you buys me lindan for my birthday i will be your slave and serve you.


:D

bah. but you can't so i won't hees.

okay. don't know what else to say, except.

BENNY BOEY CHEAT OUR FEELINGS. D:
he so did not come home today. sucka.

but dear mr boey, we miss you so much we made a poem for you.

oh benny oh benny
where have you been?

are you okay mr benny?
cause you are very funny.
and we miss you and mr bean.

we hope your family matters are settled
cause we are bored and shackled
without you mr boey.

weisheng has even stopped saying horny.
such a miracle. and corny ;D

oh mr boey come back soon
don't be a baboon :D

yay.


the poem sucks but whatever :D

hees bye bye

I'm sorry I'm bad,
I'm sorry I'm blue.
I'm sorry of all the things i said to you ;D

YAY! I'm Olympics crazyyyyyyyy :D

but too bad team singapore a bit sad D; shhhh. i so did not say that.
today i woke up kinda late cause i was dead beat. too much Olympics last night.
GAHS. OLYMPICS IS JUST TOO NICE :D

after waking up i went to exercise!
ran like 4km :D and swam over 20 laps i think :D
YAY! lose weight!!!! ;D

but i don't think i'll lose weight larh cause i eat alot alot ;D
like totally larh! cause after exercising we went to eat foodie feast again! D:
and then i went home to sleep while my parents went to shop D;

gahs their crazy.

sorry if this post is boring butttttttttt gahs i miss my nooboo blogging hahas.
nooboo bloging rawks my socks!

tomorrow school reopens D: TERRIBLE HORRIBLE VEGETABLE D:

sucks larh school.

so boring D;

and i haven't done my homework.

shrieksssssssssssssssssss D;

olympics suck. make me never do my homework

randommmmm craps.

;D

I'M MAD!
hahahhahahahhas

i mad about songs :D

forget yesterday..... we'll make the great escape :D

anws i love foooooooooooooooooooood :D

today i went out with my family to eat ;D we ate like alot alot alot/;
eeks we are a family of eaters :D

hahas and then we decided to go shop for shoes cause all we have are slippers and mummy thought it was inappropriate to wear slippers to shoes.

and once we stepped into the shoe shop, GUESS WHAT?!

my slipper gave way and broke.

SWAY BO?!

my darling blue slipper D; no one will be able to replace you.
except of course that beautiful pair of flats :D

but nvm ;D i won't let my darling blue slipper die so soon i'll stappler it back or glue it back or tape it back. I'LL DO WHAT EVER IT TAKES. keekee all for my darling blue stinky slipper ;D

i'm so nice ;D

in the end my mum bought this hideous looking auntie slipper that was supposed to massage your leg or something and i wore it for the rest of the day. HAH. i have a kiasu auntie in me :D wheeeeeeeee.

but i guess it's true i'm very very auntie. :D

anws mummy says she'll buy me a nicer looking slipper/;
( 1000 years later D;)


so thats the end of our foodie fest.

*****

you know though my brother is seriously the most terribly irritating piece of poop you can ever have in your family, he's also terribly cute and childish. gosh how do i feel like punching him :D

keke dear bro i love you. in a love you yet find you irritating way :D
hahas.

i want back my slipper so i can kick it in your face :D

******


OH!

FASTING'S OVER :D

eeks i'll have no reason to diet anymore but whatever who cares about fats anws.

God will provide a husband for me anyway hah.

and yeah! thats what i'm going to do today i'm not going to trouble myself with trivial things like studies money and relationships cause God will help me solve them! hahas.

YAY. bye i'm going to watch tv :D

oh how do i hate mood swings.

gahs, they just totally destroy your life D;

one moment you happy. then your sad.
happy. sad. happy. sad. happy. sad.
happy. sad. happy. sad. happy. sad.
happy. sad. happy. sad. happy. sad.
happy. sad. happy. sad. happy. sad.

:D D: :D :D :D D: D: D: D:

and sadness prevails.

:D

and happiness overtakes and WINS :D

hah.

anws lets talk about Saturday :D

short commercial break

SATURDAY IS OFFICIALLY MY EMO DAY.

monday is unlucky day.
tuesday is lucky day.
wednesday is slack day.
thursday is happy day.
friday is weird moodswings day
saturday is sad and emo day
sunday is love god day :D

i loves sundays.

BACK TO TOPIC.


anws saturday being an emo day was really emo.
emoed at training emoed on the bus to training emoed on the bus after training.
emoed emoed emoed.

hahas. no larh :D

actually i was happy. then i was sad. then i was happy. so it was like both emo and unemo.
but i just kept crying on saturday over sad and emo stuff.

so it official that SATURDAYS are sad and emo days D:

GAHS. this post is so crap. i can't seem to link it to the main point. rawr.
haish i think i'll just do it the simple way :D


LINK TO MAIN POINT:

after laughing my ass of with huiwen in the library i went




home to bathe.



but that isn't the main point.

after bathing i went to meet 3 pretty ladies all so glam and fluffed up :D
they all wore like dresses and tights, skirts, GLAM clothes.

JAN LOOKED LIKE MARY KATE AND ASHLEY. :D
choose one.

BREN LOOKED LIKE A HOT MAMA.
the security guard at dbs art centre kept staring at her legs.

JAS LOOKED LIKE AN INNOCENT ANGEL.
all white and so innocent and pure :D

and of course me being me came in shorts and slippers.
i looked like an ahma beside them larh!

3 babes and an old ahma.

hahas.

it was kinda embarrassing and all cause i don't know i felt so out.
never did i expect them to be so GLAM. cause i thought they would come in jeans and tank tops or something like how we look in sec 1 and 2.

but no. they had to be so glam-ed up.

and

to prove my point, brenda started laughing when she saw me. jasmine too.
sort of proved how badly i was dressed D;

but they were damn spontaneous larh.
"LETS GO SHOPPING AND BUY GAYLE A DRESS"

rawr i totally thought they were joking and i thought at most get a 20 plus dress. that kind of thing. but NO. they bought me a dress that cost 100$ ( but we got discount $50)

so damn nice of damn right?

gahs but i feel damn bad so i'm going to return their money.
broke shit D;

the whole feeling was like korean drama that kind of thing!!

HAHS.

but lets just say i'm not suited for a dress cause i don;t have the charisma it takes to wear a dress.

anws the main point is:

I HAVE SUCH NICE FRIENDS THAT ARE WILLING TO PAY 50$ TO MAKE ME LOOK GLAM FOR A DAY.

with such nice friends who needs boyfriends?


woots the rest is history.

animal farm was nice ;D but i kinda expected more.
haiz just be satisfied with whatever i have ;D

O.O AND THANK GOODNESS I BOUGHT THE DRESS

cause if i wore shorts and slippers there i would look so so out.

to many pretty ladies there :D


BYE.