this post is a personal recount and it's coded.
so i won't get in trouble with the school/:
may be i should just delete my names from this blog and be come anon.

*contemplates*

personal recount:

Relate a time when you felt misunderstood. what happened in the end?

Have you ever felt what was it like to be misunderstood? The hurt and disappointment one can feel misunderstood. Well I felt (am feeling) really misunderstood once, it happened on a faithful day just a few weeks away.

I had just come back from CID, and the class was really noisy and cluttered. Everyone around me was busy cleaning up the class room. Hurray! 10 minutes of language arts has passed, i thought, smiling to myself silently. Little did I know that moments later I would be wishing with my whole heart that we were having lessons instead

We had finished cleaning the class and THE TEACHER had asked us to settle down. I went back to my sit reluctantly, dreading the lesson that was going to beheld soon. Just as I sat down, THE TEACHER asked a question, "what did I announce in the morning?” The class was really quiet as usual, and no one answered. I sat there smirking with glee that lessons were not yet beginning. Suddenly I heard my name being shouted (like shouted shouted), and stood up abruptly.

I stood there, mind all blank. I had paid attention during the announcement but why was my mind suddenly blank? I looked at my good friend. She started saying some words and finally the memory of part of the announcement came flooding back into my mind. I answered accordingly, stuttering quite so many times as I was really nervous, not to say embarrassed. Finally after recounting the whole announcement (which was really long) to THE TEACHER (no sex, no name), THE TEACHER accused me of sleeping during her announcement, in front of the class.

I had not slept during THE TEACHER’S announcement, why did she abruptly accuse me of sleeping while she was announcing? I felt really maligned. When I denied having slept while she was announcing, THE TEACHER told me that it was ANOTHER TEACHER that told her that I was sleeping during her announcement. Boy was I angry. I had never felt like scolding someone so much ****** words. Although I was angry at BOTH THE TEACHERS, I was also hurt, as I was not sleeping but merely resting my head on the table. That incident where I had rested my head on the table had not even happened on that morning when THE TEACHER was announcing and I only happened once. How could she judge me just because of one incident?

She went on and added that I usually didn’t pay attention during lessons. When I heard that I really felt very hurt. What did they expect out of me? I was already trying my very best to pay attention during lessons, what more does she expect out of me?

After the whole confrontation/accusation, I kind of had mixed feelings. Though I had promised THE TEACHER that I would “erase my horrible past”, I simply felt no motivation to do so. I was already trying my best to may more attention in class and here THE TEACHER was accusing me of not doing so. I felt like giving up totally, as since I already had a bad name of doing so I might as well really sleep during lessons and live up to my name.

Whatever the outcomes going to be, I don’t really want to think about it/;

i don't really think that this is a great personal recount.
must revise more. maybe this saturday i'll write another one.

hmmm. i really pray i won't get in trouble for this.