LA LA LA ~

i don't know whats wrong with me. seriously.

the world is like so screwed up.

screwed up. screw you.

LA LA LA ~


i promise NEVER ever to cry for coach anymore.

NEVER EVER.


LA LA LA ~

i feel really really like giving up.

nothing really interests me anymore.

i just feel that no matter how hard i fight for it. it's not there.

the emptiness. loner.

i am really sick (and tired) of fighting for stuff.

i don't have the drive anymore.

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I didn't even play my best for friday.

i don't know why but i didn't.

i just LET them win.

thrashed.

i let down brenda.

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