i dunno what i am every one's having now D;

maybe valentines day blues?

everything/ everybody so depressed D:

Kathy,

oh dear Kathy,

don't be sad anymore.
i am really bad at cheering people up D:
you're such a GOOD DEAR FRIEND!
and it really really pains me to see you so hurt.
I'm sorry i can't really comfort you,
but i will always be there for you.

don't feel dejected,
i know it's hard but try not to be,
i know i sound irritating and Nagy
but i know you are really down today.

cheer ups :D

they don't really mean it.

i really have no mood to blog about anything anymore/:

actually today i was kinda sad about EVERYTHING,
what with maths doing really badly
and forgetting how to draw a summary table.

but how can i be sad about anything when
Kathy had a much worst day then mine.
sometimes i really feel that i am really self centred.

Gayle, you can't stop being so self centred, can you?!

i admit today i was pissed with many people cause they were SO uncaring.

but.

i really don't know what to do anymore.
i really hate myself for not being able to cheer Kathy up.
i feel really really useless.

i can't help her with anything,
i only can say cheer up to her D:
i really really don't know what to do anymore.

I'm such a hopeless friend.


ARH.

and now i really really feel that bmt is just a CCA to me.
there's no more passion.
no more motivation.
it's like half of me wants to train harder,
half of me wants to quit.
then it's like i feel exactly like shirlynn.
and i also don't want to get close to the juniors anymore.
I'll just get hurt.

badminton it's nothing but a cca to me.

ARH.

then it's like i thought i didn't like him anymore.
i really really did.
i totally want to forget him.
but i can't.

you think it's fun having one sided love?
and all u do is stare at the person and prays he notices u?
and u clearly knows that he like someone else,
but u just keep giving yourself false hope.

i really going to give up.
i dun want to suffer and die under this.

FON.

i feel really lousy.

KATHY please cheer ups.
i really hate to see you so upset.
if you are really really sad you can tell me,

i'll lend u my shoulder to cry on,
i'll lend u my ears to shout to,
i'll lend u my heart to soften,
i'll lend u my all so as u are able to feel better.
i'll be there for you forever .
i love u too.

( don't worry i love u as a friend XD )