dunno anything anymore D:

shall just post some random shit today.

i am such a BITCH.
i hate myself larh.
i mean i dun need to like get all pms-ed up today lar

i was just feeling really pissed for no reason.

i mean if they dun like you then it's THEY dun like you.
then why do u have to get do worked up gayle???

seriously feeling very down in the dumps.
and i KNOW i don't make sense.

the main reason i was pissed was because i felt that i was such a lousy friend.
make sense?

the surbodinate reason was that i feel that people just look at me in one POV.
and that is i am horrible.
and will always be crazy D:/

i mean i CAN change.
why don't you just trust me for once.
anws i will always be crazy to u so it's like hopeless.

it's just that i feel so insecure in them.
and to admit it i think i only belong because i was with them in the beginning of the year
and may be now they HATE me.
i dunno i just feel like they don't like me or something D:

i am like such a bitch larh.
may be it was because i trusted too much D:

ok i'm not making sense :) i'll try to be happy again((: