God’s love for me transcends all love!

today i kept thinking about how blessed i am. i have nice clothes to wear, i have money to buy whatever i need and when i’m sick i have money to see a doctor. God really has provided everything i need. compared to so many other people i’m so so blessed.

next time when i grow up and have more money and stuff i really want to help those people in need. i feel so helpless now, it’s as though i can’t do anything significant to help those less fortunate then i.  seeing how my maid though really sick didn’t want to see a doctor because she had “no money” really really made me feel really guilty. i really don’t want a maid in the future. I've got to start doing my own chores from now on.

as the famous saying goes: 知足常乐!

i’m going to thank go for everything!!!!

Dear God i turn to you.

You know my heart Lord you know how sinful and disgusting it is. could you change me? i know you love me even though i disobey you and disrespect you all the time. could you change me? i don’t want to continue sinning. i want to love love love. i want to grow grow grow. i don’t want to be distracted i don’t want to live on worldly things. i only want to turn to you. Dear God i turn to you.

today my sister chided me and told me i was a distraction and that i embarrassed my cousin. perhaps i do. dear god do i embarrass you. i feel like an embarrassment. my heart hurts. help me lord help me lord help me lord. i know you love me just the way i am and that i’m beautifully and wonderfully made, but could you change me so that i’ll be useful to you? so that i’ll be able to be taken seriously and glorify your name. Dear God i turn to you.

Dear God i’m not ready please take it away take it away take it away. i just want to serve you till i’m old and wrinkly. i don’t want this distraction. please lord let me serve you with my 140%. i just want to live a life filled with you you and you. Dear God i turn to you.

Dear God i turn to you.

a happy day~

Today i had officially the shortest outing ever! 1hr and 15 minutes hoho. Had SUPERDOOOOG~ with Phang Phang and JW! yay love superdog, esp love saying super dog in the SUPERMAANNNN~ tone(: it was nice i guess this ketchup (catch up) haha.

Speaking of which, i don’t really like ketchup but i LOVE CHILLING out (: bwahhaha double pun! ain’t i prooz. :D love koping their Chilli fries (: yay i have the nicest friends in the world who buy chilli cheese fries and share  them with me!

walked around forever21 a little and headed off for tution! i wanna lose weight and buy nice clothing ): but i’m kinda lazy ok no i’m super lazyyyy~ hehe. i wanna look G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S and shock u guys out of your pants! nehneh. watch me i’ll be glam ttm (: next time….

for now i’m going to focus on just 2 things: serving God and bringing people to christ (that’s just one thing) and studying hard for God (: hoho. i must follow God fully, gladly and what’s the last thing… ): neh mind i forgot :X i just want to truly truly focus on God! (:

can’t wait for the weekend! 3 days away yeahhh!

loving you is like a dream~

YAY THANK GOD CHEM SPA IS OVER (:

no more practical for the rest of my life ( unless of course i choose to take some science course in uni :X) yay! hehe. anws i want to be a more serious person! i want people to take me seriously. i want to stop being so starved for attention ):

i wanna mature!! lord help me changeeeee!!!!! ): plus give me a person to ask to go for cell!!!!!!!!

kk off to do my work!! BYE

the earth is filled with his glory~

today's devotion was about keeping myself pure for my future spouse. i really want to keep myself pure and innocent for God but it's really hard, i don't feel pure anymore. i feel dirty minded and unclean. Dear God, please help keep me pure, i really need your help.

Anyways i was just thinking of random things today. The end time is really coming soon, i really need to do something to reach out for God. i really can't be distracted from this purpose God has given me. i really can't keep pushing back like i always do. i need to do something! ): i need to reject all the lies the devil has been feeding me, telling me i'm not good enough and stuff. i need to remember that my God is a AWESOME god and if he is for me nothing can stand against me. dear lord please help me have discipline and love for all the people around me. help me put reaching out as my top priority.

Dear God could you also please remove this stupid crush of mine? i want to focus on you): please lord.

let’s spend tonight on top of the world~

yay for the General Elections! because of it lessons ended at 12 on friday and there’s going to be an extra public holiday on monday! double yay! yay!

today’s polling day, so i can’t wait for the results to be announced! so exciting.

General Elections seemed pretty lame in the past, cause i remember there was hardly any opposition, or maybe perhaps i was too young and ignorant of things around me 5 years ago. but whatever the case this years GE IS HEATED TTM. sad thing my parents can’t vote.

anyways, today was spent studying at BB macs, did math like for super long, from 10.30 to 5.30? gahs quite ineffiecient in know…but can’t help it la. i’m wols. going to try to finish my Lit essays and GP stuff today!!!! tomorrow’s hardcore chem revision and monday’s homework and undone tutorials day.

can anyone give me a idea what to prepare of mother’s: dayyyy!!! )

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I HATE MYSELF.

dear God please help me break this bondage!! ):

please lord please cleanse me!!!!!! i neeed ur help!!!! ))));