the coolest thing about being sick is getting better.
ironic not?

but seriously, if you're sick you can't like watch tv play computer blah blah.
all you can do is moan on your comfortable bed and pray that sleep comes easy for you.
HEES not saying that sleeping is bad larh. cause like love to sleep drink and be merry!! LALALA.

hees the bed stinks of gayle cause i've been sleeping way too much.
and my boobies a flat. thanks to lying excessively chest faced down. BOO.
the worst thing is i've grown a bulge at my abdomen. RAWRRRRRRRRRRR.
i seriously need to get well and start exercising! (get rid of that unsightly pot belly :D)

anws while people out there are having a life.
i'll just kill time by drowning myself in..........!! :D

90210~ !!!

the people are super hort hort HORRRT!
faints from heat stroke.

http://www.yidio.com/show/90210/season-1/episode-1/9765/embed.html

episode one :D:D:D

okay toodles~ a person can only get well for so long.... then she'll have to face reality/;

life

Life is like the waves it has its ups and downs
Life is like a roller coaster it has its twists and turns
Life is like a sport it just depends on what we play
Life is like a game of poker it just depends on what we are dealt

Life can be given life can be taken
Life can be a curse life can be a blessing
Life can be a pain life can be insane

Life has its ways life has its days
Life has its love life has its hate
Life has its gentler touch but it has its harder punch

Life brings you your knees when you feel in need
Life brings you a lot of things
but in the end it depends on what we do

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-531/



Our Future

our future
our future is hidden
among the vast forests of our soul
our future is waiting
among the depths of our own ocean
our future is yourself
you create your future
run through the forests
swim through your ocean
and you will find yourself
you
your future

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/our-future-3/


When you're young, you worry what people think about you. When you're middle aged you're to busy to worry what people think about you. When you're old you realize no one was thinking about you.


If you are going through hell, keep going.


“One of the reasons mature people stop learning is that they become less and less willing to risk failure.”


i don't know whats wrong with me. HEES i bored out of my socks. POO.

somebody entertain me. i have run out of books!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO D:

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here
'Cause

Chorus:
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
And everything right again with your extraordinary love

I get so weak when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes the magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my very eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You're every breath that I breathe

Chorus

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me

You're amazing but you're taking too much time
I've only got six candles left
And I'm trying to keep this off my mind
It's getting darker but it's the way they make me feel
They try to fill my head with questions
They all doubt you but I know you're real

If it takes time then I'll be patient
Know that I will still believe
I'll take your hand and hold it tightly
Because I know you'll carry me

Take me whole, Take me in, Take these last six candles
And when I'm tired, and wearing thin
Give me the strength to carry on
Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles
We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on

And I'm so thankful for every breath I take
There's not a moment that goes by
I waste wiping tears out of my crying face
Don't look so sad, you've missed the point
I'm still so glad I knew you against the odds
I'll take my chances and burn this candle through you

If I could ever see the way you understand me
When no one else can see it
I know you surround me

I'll be the one who listens only when you tell me
Not walking but running, not talking, yellin

And they might never understand why I do what I do
But I can only speak my mind
And what I feel is true
I'll take a vow to be the only one who stands if it takes
All that I am, I will be standing, there, there

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you, or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

no sentosa.

no shirlynn's house.

no life.

HEES.


broken- lifehouse

The Broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm holdin on)(I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
Is there healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin on)(I'm holdin on)
(I'm still holdin on) (I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what, you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on, to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay
The broken light on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
But I haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
There is healing
In your name (In your name)
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin')(I'm holdin' on)(I'm still holdin') (I'm holdin' on) (I'm still holdin')
Barely holding on to you (I'm still holdin on)
Barely holdin on to you

i don't feel like blogging. i don't feel like blogging. i don't feel like blogging.

BOO.

too bad, got to blog someday.

schools (finally) out. last day babayaye.
no more dragging myself out of my comfortable bed at untimely hours.

;/;/;/

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKS i just saw a cockroach in front of me. give me a sec.
i'm gonna kill it! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAS.

:/:/:/

yay! mission accomplished!
i took my brothers exam time table, tore it in to half and went away on my great hunt for this EWWWLICIOUS brown coloured yucky cockroach like insect.
best thing was it was so easy to catch :D

needless to say i squashed it to death, rolled the piece of paper in to a ball and THREW IT AWAY.
did you know it's blood is like yellowish brown or something.

like EWWWWW.

i really hate creepy crawlies.
ESPECIALLY BROWN AND BLACK ones.
EEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

whatever may you rest in peace cockroach like thing.

okay where was i?

oh yar HOLIDAYS.
mixed feelings about it. nothing special really.
the only thing that's got me hyped up for the hols is really the thought of waking up at whatever time i want :D

if i want to wake up at 3pm. SO BE IT.
if i want to wake up at 6pm. SO BE IT.

if i want to sleep the whole day :D

SO BE IT.

yay!

no more obligations to wake up at 6 in the morn.
no more obligations to do homework. IGNORES CHINESE COMPO SHIT.
NO MORE.

GAHS. whatever. see you in two months time while i spent my time hibernating at home.