MY COMP HATES ME

migosh. my computer hates me it keeps like disconnecting every 5 mins! i hate my comp. WHY MUST IT CHOOSE THIS DAY TO DISAPLAY IT TOOTEDNESS. okay it just reconnected. :D i love msn trouble shooter repairs everything in a shot :D

 

i know i am a really cunning/sneeakaye monkaye. hohoho.  my comp disconnected again D: WTF. whatever. anws yar i know i'm really horrible cause i totally demanded people to come to my blog and praise my blog skin. HAAHHAHAAS! and people actually did. YAY HEARTS THEM. OMG I AM BEING REALLY RANDOM AND TRAVELLING INTO UTTER MOST TOOTDOM. whatever. hate myself.

 

when out with shereen today. people change. surroundings change. OMG ARE WE LIKE MATURING. OMIIGGG. never thought this day would come. may be after finding out who we really are, good or bad, life will be better. never thought i would say this but : i hate maturing.

 

GAHS I DUNNO WHY ARE ALL MY FRIENDSHIPS SCREWING UP ON ME. THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. D; even the computer hates me.

bye i going to stone. i hate the computer. it doesn't even want to post this stupid post. "TOO STUPID FOR THE INTERNET ARH?!" ass.

pweetaye blog;

i want to watch hsm3! i want to drown in zac effrons eyes ( though i don't find him shuai) i want to go go go go watch kazillion movies and watch my money fly away! i have like sooooo many things i haven't done yet. but but but now i know i will never be able to complete them before i get grounded/ buried in mountains of assessment books  D: THANKS TO MY TERRIBLE VEGETABLE EXAMS. i hate exams and their aftermath. EXAMS GO AND DIE.

haven't told my mum about my KUKU results. don't dare. i'm even typing this whole post quietly. i'm making sure my parents don't sneak up on me and wallop me when they read this. hope the keyboard stops squeaking. " HEY KEYBOARD YOUR DEAD. STOP SQUEAKING!" anws yar. tomorrows the last day of freedom. i really really need to enjoy every little moment of it. going to sentosa with BMT LOVES.

hahas! sentosa  equates, So Expensive Nothing TO See Also. hahas. so primary school! can't wait can't wait! DIXUN IN A BIKINI. SHIRLYNN IN A BIKINNI. JANICE IN A BIKINI. JASMINE IN A BIKINI AND GAYLE IN JEANS. hahs! now that i let the tot run wild! i;m sure sentosa will be crowded to the max on mon. WHOOOOOO.

 

SEE MY PRETTAY BLOG! i took like KAZZOOLLION YEARS to make it okay :D BUT IT'S PRETTAYES! welcome to my chio blog! welcome to my chios blog~~ yay! and i linked like the million people i haven't link yet. CHECK. ARE YOU LINKED :D? janice drop ur blogs link! i sure everybody loves your dead blog :D hoching used to have a blog/; but she probably deleted it. D: RAWRRRR.

i miss hoching. i miss shereeennn. D:

i miss primary school. no such thing as GPA. stupids.

I hate being embarrassing, but i can't help it.

it's like a demon possessing my body, controlling my very actions, making me looks so unglam D:
( am i scaring you?) cause this is funnnn :D

gayle can't you control yourself at all? can't you know when to behave and not to? GOSH I AM UTTERLY SICK OF YOU WOMAN. GET OUT OF MY SIGHT.

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dear diary,

heres a recount on my terribly embarrassing day.

PRE RECOUNT NOTE:

gayle please always remember that although many people around you now are accustomed to you MAD ways, there a certain someones that are not, and find your behaviour worthy of imh. please control yourself next time.

I SHOULD HAVE NEVER EVER LEFT THE HOUSE WEARING AUNTIE SLIPPERS. auntie slippers are cursed.

blah blah blah (delete away really embarrassing parts)

so thats the end of our gathering.

post recount note:

NVM I SHAN'T RECOUNT IT. TOO PAINFUL. GAHS.

THANK YOU JANICE FOR BEING COMFORTABLE AROUND ME! I REALLY TERRIBLY APPRECIATE IT. ( if i were you i would run away and hide, not good being around kuku people :D)

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I AM GOING TO STUDY HARDER.

next year.

:D

&the lion fell in love with the lamb;

apparently fickled minded gayle went to get a mistress or a lover, WHATEVER. (what's the male version of mistress arh?) yeaps she fell in love with the TV and left poor old computer lonely and DEPRESSED.

BUT DUN WORRY.

I STILL LOVE YOU COMPUTER

:D

it seems like eternity since i last used the computer, and now that i'm blogging i forgot what i wanted to blog about weeks ago. D:

life has been rather boring these few days, nothing seems to be able to get easily excited gayle excited. NOT EVEN NAKED WOMEN. not that i've seen any. i guess i'm going to write an email ( going with the flow. 21st centurary right? who need letters) to my shuai ge's : SHUAI GE 1 (NICCCCC jonahhs :D) and SHUAI GE 2 (the bus stop guy :D)

& please stop giving me those ' crazy-desperado-feme- loser looks. CAUSE i'm not. i am just a sweet little girl in love. so poof off noob. at least i'm in loveeeee (with my best friend)

 

to: SHUAI GE 1(shuaige1@shuaiges.com)

from: GAYLE ( madcrazylove@kuku.com)

subject: stop daoing me.

dear nic- jonahs.

your driving me nuts. i can't help bust stare at you when you appear before me. sometimes i even have dreams of you singing lulabyes to me. stop tantalizing my mind further. there is only so much a girl can take before she has a heart attack and dies from too much shuaige disease . sometimes it feels as if your beside me in the bus. BUT THAT CAN'T BE TRUE. cause i just can't hear your voice or see your cute little smile. darling oh darling stop it now.

every time i say hi to you or call your beautiful name" NIC JONAHS" you can't seem to hear me. WHYWHYWHY. i am like you number one fan! i even have pictures of you in my comp. (something i had to use so much energy and finger power to do, DO YOU NOE HOW MANY BLOGGS I SCAVAGED TO FIND YOUR PICS??) i wish i brought my camera with me everywhere i go, if i did i would have had a chance of snapping that million dollar photo of you whizzing past me with you cute hair flapping in the wind . oh how you run fast away from wild crazy fans behind you. LOVE MUST MAKE ME IMAGINE THINGS. how can it even be possible that nic jonahs ran past me??!!!!! BUT I SWEAR HE DID. HE DEFINITELY DID. JAN AND KAT AND SHIR SAW!! I WAS EVEN CHEERING HIM ON!! oh how cute he looked. shuai ges.

Yesterday, i was forced upon this situation where i had to race against all your prettaye fans and vie for you precious attention. HOW COULD I LET ALL THOSE EVILLL FEMALES SNATCH AWAY THE ATTENTION THAT IS SOLEY MEANT TO BE MINE? HOW COULD I? when i was running past them all i could think of was, " FOR NIC I MUST STRIVE FOR NIC I MUST STRIVE!" look how important u mean to me?!

i know to you i'm just a thorn in the bunch of roses. the one of your many fans. BUT ONE DAYY, I PROMISE YOU I WILL EARN YOUR AFFECTION I WILL WIN YOU UN DYING LOVE FOR ME. ahhhhhhh. i promise i better then miley poopoo :D

So next time when you see me, please flash me your beautiful smile and take my delicate fingers and kiss it one by one. OH THAT WILL BE THE DAY...

 

with love so long like shirs father's poo.

gayle.

 

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to: SHUAI GE 2(shuaige2@shuaiges.com)

from: GAYLE ( madcrazylove@kuku.com)

subject: i need to see more of you.

I NEED TO SEE MORE OF YOU.

I NEED TO SEE MORE OF YOU

I NEED TO SEE MORE OF YOU.

 

we have an affinity like no other. we have a destity that cannot be compared.

everytime i think of you you appear.

 

I NEED TO THINK MORE OF YOU.

cause ur so damn shuai.

 

tatas. hope you see my email and come to my house, i live in lala land 45.

 

 

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bye. 6f gathering tonight.

 

tonighit i'm falling and i can't get up... i need you loving hands to come and pick me up.

"RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!"


look look what do we have to do here! the bell of freedom just rung.

who cares that freedom only lasts for a pathetic 3 days,
(that will soon be over even before I finish watching all the episodes of miss no good.),

and who cares that these 3 days are simply not enough for me to enjoy myself,

before the terrible results come in the form of flying daggers and start piercing through my delicate body, brains and boobs.

WHO CARES?

i don't. do you?

(at least)
I AM FREEEEEEEEE
(from the evil clutches of eoys)



NO MORE STRESS FEELINGS
NO MORE STUDYING
NO MORE WORRYING
NO MORE RESTRICTION

I WILL HESITATE NO MORE NO MORE~




list of things i want to complete: RANKED.


* catch up with sleep dude.

serious sleep deprived girl here, take away more of her sleep and she'll probably sleep for the rest of 2009. SLEEPING BEAUTY. BEAST. :D

* catch up with TV SHOWS.

okay stop rolling your eyes at me now. WHATS WRONG WITH WACTHING WEEKLY WATCHABLE WOES PROGRAMMES? ( i added the woes to like make it seem cooler. the P from program just seems so out. program oh program why can't you be called woegram? )

missed out so much the previous weeks i am suffering from TLTVS.
too little tv syndrome. TV= better person.

want me to start moaning about the prooooos and only prooooos of the tv? nah. doupt u wan me to. i'll probably take more time than the time i studied for cid. which is none.

gosh gayle grosssss. stop droning on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.......

HHAHAHAHAS, you just wastes 10 sec of your precious life.

* READ BREAKING DAWN AND THE WHOLE TWILIGHT SERIES AGAIN. TWICE. THRICE. FOURICE. FIVERICE. SEXRICE.

hey it's all about the sex. and edwaaaaaaaaaaaard.
OMG. i sound like a sex crazed pervert. OMG. I'M NOT OKAY. in reality i'm a sweet. demure. innocent. mature. sensible. NON PERVERT. dun believe ask my friends. :D WHATEVER. EDWARDDDDDDDDD OH HOW YOU BLOW MY MIND.

* READ BOOKS.

i have no life. need i say more?

* BE KINDER.

lols. this is getting lame. it's not about being mean. it's about being kind and spreading God love.

* LOSE WEIGHT.

STICK THIN THIGHS SHAPED LIKE FLAG POLES. COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLIOS/;

* RUN AROUND NAKED AND RAPE RANDOM PEEPS.

do u even thing i'll ever do that? I AM NOT THAT NUTS.


OKAY THAT ABOUT SUMS UP MY SAD SAD LIFE.

i'll die in peace after i complete these. best before i get back my results.

i emphasise, SAD LIFE.

ARGH.

the most mean person in this world speaking.

i shall be kinder afther the exams.

 

tatas! 1 more weeek before the computer becomes my husband! hahas

i need a breather

i really need time off i need to know who i am i need to grow up. growing up is indeed a whole stupid process of trial and error, fag.

if i could record down the memories,
if i could love crying babies,
if i could have all those possibilities.

then why can't i love myself?
why can't i thrive?
AND why does this pain feel sharper then a knife?

who exactly am i? is my life forever a lie till the day i die?

i can't forget yesterday and i can't just run away. i'm stayer i'm a fighter, or am i not?

i don't know who i am anymore as i watch the clouds fade and trees sway.

wish i could run away from it all.