SCHOOL FEELS SO FOREIGN.

THE CHAIR HURTS MY BUTT.

I YEARN TO RETURN TO UBIN,

CAUSE SCHOOL STINKS LIKE FART.

EVERYONE IS OBS LONGING,

EVEN PEOPLE AT THE MART/;

STRESS IS RETURNING

IN A FATTENING TART D;

WHY AM I SO FREAKING FAT?

I AM SO SAD.

WHY CAN'T I BE THIN LEAN LIKE MACHO MEN.

LIFE SUCKS, LIKE CAN?!

tada! poem about how i feel now D;
i so need to lose weight can ;D

my obs tree is in the bin D;
eaten by cockroaches
like how we eat sharks fin.

GAHS! STOP BEING POETIC GAYLE I CAN'T STAND YOU.
cause you smell like poo ;D

nothing special happened in school except that it was damn boring.
i can't wait to get up on my two feet and pitch a tent! D:
or grab my pens and start imagining that i am on a kayak paddling of to paradise.

but noooooo. school has to make us suffer.
bunch of sadistic grapes! D:
whats with school anws toturing us with lessons heavier then that bloody backpack we carried during obs.

and so much for setting goals like :

I WILL NOT SLEEP IN GEOG LESSONS.

I WILL LOSE 5 KG

I WILL TRAIN HARDER

I WILL BE MORE OPEN AND SOCIABLE.




HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAS. laugh until i got abs lor. -.-

the first 5 mins of geog i kept telling myself, obs goal, obs goal, obs goal, geog is interesting, cannot sleep, cannot sleep, cannot sleep.

5mins later....

you see a fat ass-ed girl plonked down on her terribly vandalised table (full of urhmms names ;D ) snoring and drooling as she tumbles of to dream land.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

so much for goals, they are all just a bunch of fart.


tomorrow morning i'm going running.
totally need to lose weight larh D:

obs i ate like crap, come back to civilization i eat like.....GOT NO TOMORROW!


i got pot belly now D; cries.

lose 5 kg. lose 5 kg. lose 5 kg.

:D

if i don't hor, i'll look like i'm 50 years pregnant larh!
serious! D;

after physics. which was rolls eyes.
mandy shirlynn and i went out to AMK hub! :D
ahahahahs i last min go extra :D

i really miss being crazy and immature.

i miss laughing at random stupid stuff.

i miss not bitching.

i miss having a decent coversation without bitching.

i miss my old self ;D

okay! done back to sickening life of hell D:

"you man or ahkua?"



OBS IS OVER.

damn sad now. cause school sucks and homework sucks more.

rawr i should seriously learn from Jason and build a house on some island.
hahas, but i want hot water and a nice bed and fast nice warm good cooked food that aren't can-ed packaged or hard to cook :D

I OFFICIALLY AIN'T GOING TO EAT A PACKET OF BISCUIT ANYMORE :D
sze fan learnt how to appreciate biscuit during obs ;D


OKAY, YOU READY TO HEAR A HUGE PILE OF SHIT ABOUT OBS? :D

AMUNDSEN IS LOVE :D

my obs group consisted of 15 people ;D 8 guys; 7 girls.
mandy, lydia, liuqiao bijun, siqi, zhengxiao, zhenqin, sebby, szefan, Jason, yicheng, yaorong, yancheng, guyue AND ME :D

ahahhas a bunch of crazy maggimee we are :D

kinda lazy to blog about everything and anything that happened under the sun at obs, so....
i will summarize ;D

the first day was really boring, played some icebreakers like:

the hand under you leg game ;D

"everyone gather in a circle, shoulder touching one another, turn to you right and take 2 steps in put your right hand in between your legs and grab the person behind you left hand"

THAT WAS DAMN UNGLAM D:
but it was fun :D

we made the Amundsen tree, which i promptly left in the hall once we reached school ;/
hope it hasn't been thrown away.

we also learnt how to pitch a tent and cook food.
AND THANK GOODNESS WE HAVE ZHENQIN IN OUR GROUP CAUSE HE IS THE LIKE BESTEST COOK. DUH. most of us just pitched the tents while he cooked. good warm food :D

sleeping the the tents and washing the mess tins was something i did not really enjoy(i must say), but hey just get over with it right ;D

eh don't remember what else happened. told you it was boring.

THE SECOND DAY WE HIKED LIKE CRAP D;
nah it felt like we hiked like crap cause it was the first time we carried that terribly smelly looking thing of a bag. WHICH WEIGHED LIKE TEN WILD BOARS :D

really horrible.

we played games, bathed, ate biscuits D;, pitched tents, and had REALLY REALLY HEAVENLY FOOD AT THE COOK HOUSE :D <3 style="font-weight: bold;">i dun have a sausage ;D

KAYAKING/TRIYAKING was freaking easy ;D ( because zhenqin did all the paddling ;D hahahas :D) i'm a slacker a lazy slacker D;


and i don't know what else we did

oh we pitched tent and cook food. and we kaobei-ed wild boars :D

food was kinda gross, D;
anchovies and maggie. ewwwwww. i hate anchovies.
can't believe i actually wanted to mix them and make spaghetti. damn disgusting.

after food we had this ghost story session, lets just say that
sze fan's ghost stories aren't scary at all :D ,
mandy ones are interesting,
sebby ones are freaking scary,
jason ones are zzzzzzz. and the jokes we hilarious ;D

and the guys in our watch were really nice cause they helped us do century duty :D


it was during the hiking when i realised who could sing and who couldn't ;D

YOU KNOW YOURSELVES :D so i shan't embarrass you here ;D
wait for you <3 size="1">or some whatever

and blah blah blah :D

JETTY JUMP :D

DAMN SCARY BUT IT ENDED REALLY FAST D:
all for nothing D;

last night food was gross except the apple crumble :D

blah blah

to end it off

i hearts Amundsen.
i heart mandy, i heart lydia, i heart liuqiao, i heart bijun, i heart siqi, i heart zhengxiao

i heart sebby, i heart sze fan, i heart zhenqin, i heart yicheng, i heart yancheng, i heart guyue, i heart jason, i heart yaorong,

i heart mr lee, i heart mr tan, i heart theresa ;D

i heart obs :D

but i dun heart wild boars :D

went out with 3c after obs.


AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINMUN.


p/s sorry really don't feel like typing anymore sorry if it doesn't make sense cause i don't care.

p/s/s bottem line: OBS WAS DAMN SLACK. :D I LOVE AMUNDSEN. you don't need to know anymore. bye.


gayle wants to lose the weight she put on during obs.

so much for losing weight D;

" kids this days arh... so kiam siat."


NOW SINCE THAT GOT YOUR ATTENTION!

let's talk about what people talk about now a days.

"OBS IS COMING!"

"OBS IS COMING IN 3 DAYS!"

"OBS IS COMING, i haven't got that yet lerh! how?"

"OBS IS COMING, i very scared! D;"

"OBS IS COMING! i heard we have to dig our own toilet bowl!"

"OBS IS COMING! i like/don't like my group!"

"OBS OBS OBS! ;D"

seems like one can't have a decent conversation without the mention of obs!
AREN'T YOU JUST SICK AND TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT OBS?


well.... that's just

too bad ;D

cause all i want to talk about today is obs!! ;D

Everyone is like afraid/ anticipating/dreading obs.

Mr Chan is like afraid we swim of to china or Malaysia and don't hand in his geography assignment! zzz. unlikely hor.

Shirlynn is afraid she'll have people that go: " OMG what is that is that a piece of dirty tissue? OMG i'm like totally not going to go on that kayak!" " OMG my arms and legs hurt! can we don't continue anymore. i don't want! i want to go home!" in her group :] but apparently she doesn't! ;D

mandy, and alot of people want to bathe.

half the female population in sec3 are freaking out about their that time of the month! (including me)

but awwww. think about it! you get to do all the things you've never done before and you don't have to sit in the boring ( smelly) class room and keep your eyes from drooping in to deep slumber. ( speaking of which, miss mak said she'll remember me for dying of boredom during her lessons/; yay! so gayle really sleeps alot D;)

AND ( best of all)

YOU GET TO LOSE WEIGHT! :D

yay! ;D

hope obs will be fun! ;D

i'm going to sleep :D

I'm currently obsessed with writing letters! all language arts fault ( hook's fault) D;
so I'm going to write a letter to my imaginary friend Susanne.
i seriously don't know why i chose Susanne as her name larh, sounds so mature (old) and sophisticated (boring) but help me think of nicer names okay ;D

dear SANE dearie,

my life's a turmoil it's a roller coaster. today BoyBoy told us that he would be taking a one month leave , kinda sad actually, i getting rather used to his lessons and sort of enjoying it too ( if only he didn't have to teach bio. awww. rawr hope the new bio teacher will be funny and nice.

you know some times i like paying attention in class and being a good kid, but sometimes it's just too much for me. i have a short attention span and i switch off when i feel like it. for your info, i switch of during language arts, geography and bio. guess i need to be holistically developed and not pick certain things to be developed in.

okay Susanne i know your bored with reading my letter, BUT TOO BAD! who ask you be my imaginary friend hor! * evil laughter*

geography is such a boring subject D; yar yar mr geog ( sorry can't think of name) is cute/ spastic -,- but he's sooooooooooo( * 100000) boring and i find myself dosing of UNINTENTIONALLY during his lessons. sucka. nah have to change my mind set.

GEOGRAPHY IS SO INTERESTING!!!! (not)

pe was kinda slack. slack shit. i spent the first 15 mins in to toilet shitting. yakult helps! told you =D and then i only had to run 2 rounds cause i run fast! ! ;D hahha! after that mr pe released us! ;D happy shit!

honey san, i think i need to lose weight i'm so freaking fat D; but loosing weight is tough you know D; i don't want to become aneroxic you know. whhee! i sound like a bimbo you knooooooow. rawr. okay next time i'll only tell you that i'm fat cause i'm sure joyceling is sick of me telling her i'm fat 0.o i'm a horrid friend cause i'm fat!

during recess i saw him! =D faints. he's so freaking cute. but of course i'll never like like love him cause i'm too young and inno(cent) no susanne your not allowed to vomit cause i imagine you and i imagine you saying that i'm young and innocent! HA! it's good to have an imaginary friend! i can imagine an imaginary friend for you ;D i ran/ walked/ sprinted/ strolled/ got drenched to day with SEXY shirlynn! ;D hope that helps us loose weight!

NO Susanne i'm like sooo like no obsessed with losing weight i'm just trying to be healthy! ;D NO MORE FAST FOOD ;D

CHINESE we had lessons ( again) moan susanne you hate chinese too! i wrote a compo about sabrina and edlyn ;D eh i miss my childhood! i was like so skinny then! i hate fats more then chinese now ;D and then we were dismissed <3 i wish chinese lessons is always these slack, i'm always worried about getting shout at or scolded by mrs chinese and thats like soooooooo not funn. awwww. i wish i had a preety chinese teacher! ;D

MATHS. boring. trigo again. you know i sort of wonder why we have to study this roman subject cause how are we going to use it in the future. rawr. everyone seems to loooooooooove maths. susanne looks like we're the only one who hates maths too. HA HA HA!

PHYSICS. stupid spring didn't want to listen to me. i hate practical lessons so irritating, but i guess it's better then theory lessons. hahas! theory sucks cause cannot do own things and i'll feel like sleeping! sedative voices bemoaning to me to shut my heavy eyelids. what to do my english is pro. zzz. as if.

LANGUAGE ARTS. toturous. i kept staring at the class clock, pleading/begging/ doing drastic stuff to it for it to move faster. horrible i tell you. AND IT TOOK LIKE ETERNITY TO END! I SWEAR IT TRUE! I BET IT TOOK LIKE 100000 YEARS! yeaps that's how bad english lessons are. D; CRIESSSSSSSSSSS

CCA.

RAWR SPASTIC PEOPLE! ;D I GOT A BIG YELLOW BOOB TODAY! THAT WAS TOUCHED BY A TICKO OLD MAN D; ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww/; like i'm totally going to wash it larh! who noes what the man did with his hands! okayyyyyyy! i'm going to stop being mean cause it isn't really nice D;

but awwwwwwwww i sort of had fun today! chatting with huiwen and all ;D

aww sussanne thanks for being the only one who listens! ;D

MUAKS YOU TO DEATH NEHXX ;D
<3

gayle.

me harts my juniors! =D

they are such a lovable bunch! some how i regret not appreciating them earlier and i regret no appreciating the team more. D=

but they still are my loves <3

and i thank you that i have joycelin shirlynn xinmun germaine yawen and everyone =D cause i realise that i must appreciate them alot.

hahas

today i managed to rush my geog and phy! damn happy nehhx.

life rocks! ( not)

crazy over him =D

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY.


happier =D


gayle's the happiest little girl!



I LOVE GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





wheeeeee!

SAD SAD SAD




SAD SAD SAD

SAD SAD SAD

SAD SAD SAD

CRY CRY CRY

CRY CRY CRY

CRY CRY CRY

EMO EMO EMO

EMO EMO EMO

EMO EMO EMO

i'll try to live without you anymore.
don't know if your reading this.

but i still love you.

have a happy life while i try find my centre of gravity since i've been leaning on you for so long.


whats life without you.
i will never be happy.

i've nvr felt this way before.

do i hate you or love you.

this so tiring.

i'm bored.

so i'm gonna do a quiz from joline's blog =D


Pick your birth month.

→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.

→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.

→ Copy to your own blog and either link to a post that has all 12 months or copy-paste it all under your result.

→ Tag 5 people from your friends list your friends!


JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

:D

hahas i'm definitely not polite nor am i soft spoken.
i'm a boring person actually.

HA HA.

Rest of the months

JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical

problems problems problems.
sickening problems all packed into one sickening life.

delete away life.


and i bet you'll be so much happier.

life sucks. cause it's screwed.

screw you. sucka.

back to blog.

sorry for the lack of updates, apparently gayle here is rich and important

*winks*

actually no. my comp broke down and it's freaking irritatingly irritating!
stupid old comp.

daddy says he'll get a new computer for us, but I'm guessing it won't be anytime soon.
empty promises as usual.

my life has no changes so far, everything the same.
except Joycelin came back and i cut my hair ( which i bet you didn't know until you read this)

yeaps that's right my hair cut is not a hair cut.
the hair dresser just threw this big white apron like thingy,
snipped a bit here and there. and warla! new "hair cut"
*rolls eyes*

lets just say i look the same=D
there goes 10$ which i could used to save the lives of many children and provide for their education. whee i;m such a humanitarian!!

okok. anws the only reason i bothered to turn on the cock headed computer is be cause it's

JOLINE'S BIRTHDAY!

a day worth celebrating. a day of great joy. a day where she grows old D=

thanks for everything love =D
God loves you always.

and i do too!!

blogging is a waste of time.

what's with the dawn yang and xiaxue thing anw?
it's so whatever~