HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I'M 15~

i'm old D=

birthday wishes:
i want to grow closer with God and depend on him only.
i want to train harder and more seriously.
i want to stop sleeping in class
i want to stop being a spoilt brat.
i want to be happy.
i want to be skinnier.
i want to study harder and improve in my chinese
i want rvbmt to be more united.( lame one)
i want love my neighbours as myself.
i want to have a XXX (guess what it is)

hahas thats my birthday wishes! it's my birthday so i can wish for as many as possible!
wheee!

thank you jan, xun, 1e, shirlynn, germaine, kathy, jasmine, bren, aiya i dunno who to thank now so late liao i later think can?

bye =D

do you feel like a man?
that you whack with a pan~


sing song all day long.

i'm seriously pissed off.
what do adults expect us to do, it's not like we haven't worked hard enough to meet their expectations or anything.

it's not like we're perfect!

狗屁不通. rolls eyes.

=D

nothing much to talk about unless you want me to rant about my entire day which was shitty.

o.o


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCELIN!

today we changed sitting positions!

i'm still sitting beside a prc, whats with me and prc's anyway?

do i look like prc's best friend? every term also sit beside prc..

gahs. i wonder if i really look very prc friendly or is it that my face just screams to bb: " i want to sit beside a prc! put me beside one and i'll love you to death!" rolls eyes.

hahas! don't get me wrong i like prc's as a whole but i just want a bloody change i am sick of feeling stupid okay D=

nvm i like xiao hui :D
really hope we get along, and she won't find me really irritating hah.

***

school was boring but the beat boxers were berry good!

went out with shirlynn, janice, nicole, wanyi. sort of.
but mostly shirlynn.

sorry for boring your socks out shirlynn.

PMS


no wonder i was so emo.

awwww

but janice's letter was oh-so-sweet until my teeth drop out hahas.



pretty girl write me letter so must show to the whole world
<3

i tore it accidentally but later i'll use pretty tape to tape the pretty letter
=D

blog blog blog/=

i really think i am weird and have no self control.
i'm supposed to be completing my physics practical and maths linear law,

BUT LOOK WHAT I AM DOING?

BLOGGING.

maybe i just feel like using the computer to relax, take a break and break free,
school's simply so so so pressuring!

i hate school.

today was a weird day for me, rushing my physics, rushing everything.
i really really want to go back to muar or go to any other place apart from Singapore.
i don't like Singapore's fast paced life.

i rather dig ponds! =D
or build toilets!

training was.................. training.
training was fun?boring?crap?slack?
your all used to this terms right?

i want to train hard but I'm seriously not up to standard
help me lord!


i wish i lived at the beach.



that's lydia all emo D=


thats joycelin all emo


and thats my brother on the phone! hahas

hello!!!!! i'm leaaving for class chalet soon!

will it be fun? i'm not very sure. i don't even think it'll be fun.
ahahhahas but may be i'll be greatly suprised and have loads of fun

holidays are ending soon and i have like loads and mountains of homework incomplete.
and i know i'm not the only one so i'm still playing and dancing away happily..
gahs it's sinking into me now.

7 more days and no homework complete D=
kill me now.

please lord help me complete it on time =D

mummy and daddy and glenn have left for some church camp in malecca and their coming back tomorrow. leaving at my old place yet again.

feels so damn big, and now i have to do everything by myself.
just walking doen the stairs to get water tire me and i start panting.

okay i exaggerated but it's true the thought of walking down the stairs to get food or water just makes me wanna stop feeling thirsty or hungry.
i think i'm a big fat spoilt kid with like nonono ability to take care of myself anymore D=
gayle arh gayle! how yousurvive in society next time?
hahaha =D

i'm gonna learn how to be independent from now on.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs but it's gonna be tough. I TELL YOU =D

o.o i think my sleeping habit is totally heywired.
like i sleep at 3 am and wake up at 2pm.
holidays people holidays. i do whatever i want ahahhahas =D

<3

life's as complicated and shitty as ever and i guessm i ahve to learn that God's always beside me and will protect me =D

i need to become a better person!

gayle=D

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS!

i'm openning up my blog again!

man!

i missed blogging so so much ya know!
it kinda gives me a brand new identity!
i can be crazy here (not that i ain't else where) like crazy in a professional and mature way!

HAHAHAHAHHAS



i suck at describing cause i'm contradicting! =D
* applause for me please! i just made another poem!*

i kinda know that when my blog kinda died, all my readers died with it as well!D=
disappeared i mean! NOT D-I-E-D or croak or passed away whatsoever.

whatever.

you get what i mean. right =D

just incase your insecure or scared that by reading this you are dead or died or dying.
*rolls eyes* you can go touch wood!

HIDDEN MEANING! go touch zhen qin or swee heng.

SORRY! I DIDN'T MEAN IT.not.

hahahahhas.
not like they read my blog right?! my blog too no substance =D
as compared to our college physics of connecting biology or the chem text book.
OR JUST SO STUPID THICK ENCOPEDA.

whee i can't spell. get used to it. HAHA =D

oh anws i wanted to blog about why i wanted to blog again!
and the reason isssssssssssssssss



* drummmmm rooollll*


1.i'm bored!

2. it's the holidays!

3. i'm feeling happy!


but i think i'll stop blogging soon. cause.

1.the holidays is ending in one week.

2.i'll be stressed and emo and sad.

3.i'll still be bored. just boringer. D=


o.0 just talking about this makes me boring! D=

ahahahahhas!


=.=



GAYLE'S LIFE. ( a quick update)
since i last blogged,

i grew by a month or so and i think i grew dumber cause apparently my vocab decreased and i forgot how to talk! =D

and i threw logridams (i can't speel see.) out of my head to make way for dramas serials! =D

i finished my exams and scored better then i expected but i'm still last in class. hahahs. don't give me weird looks okay! i'm dumb dumb dumb. get used to it.

i missed a school day ( thursday some more) because i went for obs checkup. best day i had in a long time =D

watched 2 movies! narnia and kunfu panda! AHAHAHAHAS BIONGGG~ so cute.

i went to muar with joline ( i love her and my family) <33

i went out with a tree trunk to do project. and the tree trunk spat out brown juice. gross right?!

i bowled.

i swam.

i watched tv.

rawr and i took hillarious videos! =D

and and and







i didn't do any home work D=


NO SURPRISE?! ahahahhahahs



o.o it's taking ages to load D=


gahs i'll just upload one hees =D



that's ailing joycelin and lydia =D

their a funny bunch of peeps and i love them
( cause they do all the work for our project =D i just tale care of their things)

class chalet is coming soon .

should i go? D=

KAT ONG <3
i love you i miss you and i wanna talk to you.
but i'm lazy to pick up the phone and your always busy.
call me if you see this kaekae =D

following the trend cause i'm hip and cool =D

xoxo

p.s safty journy all/; esp shirlynn =D